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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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16 Aug 2026
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soo much dean whump
cas being soft for kid dean was the sweetest thing ever
ughhhh
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I can see my Life, Flashing Before my Eyes by Magnus_Ray
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Oct 2025
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Dean makes the stupid decision to hunt a witch alone.
1.) The witch curses him to never heal, 2.) She also curses him to see and hallucinate some of his most horrible memories.
Sam and Cas must find a way to break the 2 curses.or watch Dean slowly die to the trauma of surviving.
(I cannot write summaries) any spelling mistakes is because I wrote this on my phone!
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09 Aug 2026
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“Tell Me That You’re Okay, and I’m Fine.” by DestielIsCanonToMe
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Oct 2025
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When a routine hunt ends with Castiel trapped under Naomi’s control again, Dean finds himself locked in a narrow elevator with the one person he trusts most — and the one person who’s been turned against him.
As Naomi uses Castiel’s body to dig into Dean’s deepest insecurities, both of them are forced to confront the truth about what they mean to each other, and how far they’re willing to go to protect it.(Or: Dean Winchester gets pinned, bruised, and broken open — not by fists, but by words that sound too much like the truth.)
No. 7: “Tell me that you’re okay, and I’m fine.”
Trapped with the Enemy | Elevator | Pushed Beyond Breaking PointSeries
- Part 7 of Whumptober 2025
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05 Aug 2026
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ohhh fuck this was so beautiful 🤩
naomi’s taunts were insane and such a good insight into cas’ character
such a sweet ending too destiel my loves 😞
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Special Agent Castiel Novak has worked for the FBI for a number of years. His very first undercover mission, which he chooses to accept, is to infiltrate Kansas City’s largest organized crime family. The mission is fairly straightforward and Cas is happy to sacrifice his normal life to clean up the streets of Kansas City.
Then he meets Dean, a young man who has been kidnapped and forced to work for the organization by way of prostitution.
Despite the point of the mission being to take down the organization, Cas finds that he only cares about saving Dean Winchester.
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26 Jul 2026
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ohhh my goodness what a trip
read it in one go instead of sleeping…whoops
dean got to be a firefighter!!!!!
ughhhh so much of this just had me curled up in a ball i mean the things dean went through but he still keeps up his facade rahhh i was losing my mindddd
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A series of missing scene and coda ficlets of all the times Sam and Dean (and Castiel) got injured in the show, and we never saw them heal or dealing with the aftermath.
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25 Jul 2026
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lots of angst and a good look into sam and dean despite some installments being short
3x16 was such a good one, same w 4x1
author did such a good job really connecting me w the characters, also W song recs