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If God exists—and Dean's pretty sure He doesn't—He's got to be a total fucking hack. Because God isn't going to make this man face justice. At least, not on this side of hell. The worst part is that Dean knows. He knows this man's guilty, and he has no proof.
But his main thought:
Jackie's screaming—Crystal's skull.(This fic is based on the song One for Jackie, One for Crystal by Rett Madison, and the fact that Dean wanted to go to a midnight showing of I Spit on Your Grave in s4e13 "After School Special")
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13 Sep 2026
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what i'm feeling's always written on my face by NotEvenALittle for thatflyingace
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
04 Sep 2025
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Dean is a bridal consultant in quasi-rural Iowa, and Meg Masters comes in with her best man Castiel to find a wedding dress.
Human/Modern AU
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12 Sep 2026
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soo cute bela/meg is the ship I never knew I needed ugh
the dresses are soo pretty ugh the rosabel dress?!?!
also garance 😍
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Set sometime during the fourth season, after Heaven and Hell (4x10). "For years, Dean’s epilepsy had been nothing more than a distant memory—until Hell. Forty years without medication, without rest, without a human body to call his own. Now, back on Earth, something inside him feels fragile, cracked, unsteady. But will Sam realize in time that Dean may have never come back whole?" Oneshot.
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30 Aug 2026
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ouuuuch
vulnerable dean hurts the heart but this is so beautifully written ughhhh
season 4 my beloved
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Our Troubles Will be Miles Away by shadowhuntingdauntlessdemigod
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
31 Dec 2022
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Sam was fully prepared to spend his first Christmas at Stanford by himself in his dorm. That was, until Dean showed up at the coffee shop Sam worked at and asked for a coffee in a flavor he hated just so he could check in on his little brother.
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28 Aug 2026
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‘oldest friend. only friend’ WHAT GOOD LORD
as a youngest sibling I get it 😭 obsessed w stanford era dean and sam
dean going out of his way to see sam for just a day ughhh
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Goodbye is a hurting word, but you say it so sweetly by Ginkgo_Biloba_Baggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jul 2026
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Shane was looking forward to All-Stars. Rose helped him understand some things and he was hoping to talk to Rozanov, apologise for freaking out.
But then Rozanov is hurt bad; Shane can't stop watching the video of his final, confused moments on the ice, especially the part where he says his name is "Ilya Hollander." Viewers can't decide if he's still trying to chirp or just addled from the head injury.
When he overhears Marlow say Rozanov is not going to wake up, Shane is floored; he's losing everything that matters and no one even knows.
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24 Aug 2026
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whatever john cena said after watching spn about destiel has the same vibes as this if you get what i mean
author did suuuuch a good at keeping ilya and shane’s voices
very cute 💋💋💋💋 also ilya whump my faaave
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what is love but a kind of creature waiting to be unbound? by aliceboleyn
Fandoms: Supernatural
27 Jun 2026
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“Of course I’ll come.” Cas said plainly, like meeting John Winchester was the most undemanding thing Dean could ask of him.
Only then, he was able to bring himself to meet Castiel’s gaze, calm in a way that untethered him from whatever humanity he harbored within him.
“You won’t like him much.”
Cas chuckled, no longer staring at Dean with unsettling intensity, but still close enough for Dean to feel his breath against the crook of his neck.
“A chance to practice the human art of lying,” he said, as a crooked smile bloomed from his lips and his humanity came flooding back.Bookmarked by auds_n_ends
24 Aug 2026
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veryyyy cute cas and dean
dean is going thru it I love to see it 💃
john winchester (do w that what u will)
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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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16 Aug 2026
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soo much dean whump
cas being soft for kid dean was the sweetest thing ever
ughhhh
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I can see my Life, Flashing Before my Eyes by Magnus_Ray
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Oct 2025
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Dean makes the stupid decision to hunt a witch alone.
1.) The witch curses him to never heal, 2.) She also curses him to see and hallucinate some of his most horrible memories.
Sam and Cas must find a way to break the 2 curses.or watch Dean slowly die to the trauma of surviving.
(I cannot write summaries) any spelling mistakes is because I wrote this on my phone!
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09 Aug 2026
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“Tell Me That You’re Okay, and I’m Fine.” by DestielIsCanonToMe
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Oct 2025
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When a routine hunt ends with Castiel trapped under Naomi’s control again, Dean finds himself locked in a narrow elevator with the one person he trusts most — and the one person who’s been turned against him.
As Naomi uses Castiel’s body to dig into Dean’s deepest insecurities, both of them are forced to confront the truth about what they mean to each other, and how far they’re willing to go to protect it.(Or: Dean Winchester gets pinned, bruised, and broken open — not by fists, but by words that sound too much like the truth.)
No. 7: “Tell me that you’re okay, and I’m fine.”
Trapped with the Enemy | Elevator | Pushed Beyond Breaking PointSeries
- Part 7 of Whumptober 2025
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05 Aug 2026
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ohhh fuck this was so beautiful 🤩
naomi’s taunts were insane and such a good insight into cas’ character
such a sweet ending too destiel my loves 😞
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Special Agent Castiel Novak has worked for the FBI for a number of years. His very first undercover mission, which he chooses to accept, is to infiltrate Kansas City’s largest organized crime family. The mission is fairly straightforward and Cas is happy to sacrifice his normal life to clean up the streets of Kansas City.
Then he meets Dean, a young man who has been kidnapped and forced to work for the organization by way of prostitution.
Despite the point of the mission being to take down the organization, Cas finds that he only cares about saving Dean Winchester.
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26 Jul 2026
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ohhh my goodness what a trip
read it in one go instead of sleeping…whoops
dean got to be a firefighter!!!!!
ughhhh so much of this just had me curled up in a ball i mean the things dean went through but he still keeps up his facade rahhh i was losing my mindddd
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A series of missing scene and coda ficlets of all the times Sam and Dean (and Castiel) got injured in the show, and we never saw them heal or dealing with the aftermath.
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25 Jul 2026
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lots of angst and a good look into sam and dean despite some installments being short
3x16 was such a good one, same w 4x1
author did such a good job really connecting me w the characters, also W song recs
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How far would Dean push himself to save his brother?
A cave. A wendigo lurking in the dark. No light — just a desperate need to find each other. Lots of hurt Dean, barely any plot.
Set after 1.16 “Shadow.”Bookmarked by auds_n_ends
17 Jul 2026
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fuuuuuuuck
maximum effort dean whump, amazing writing and I literally read it almost all in one go
sam had me in my fucking feelings ughhhh the youngest sibling vibes were hitting 😫
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ESPN News reports that the Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim have signed right-handed pitcher Sam Winchester from the Kansas City Royals. Winchester, runner-up for this year’s Cy Young award, became a free agent in October and is rumored to have penned a deal for around $175 million over five years. If confirmed, those numbers would propel the talented young righty into the ranks of the highest-paid players in the game. Winchester will also be reunited with his older brother in Anaheim, catcher Dean Winchester, and his longtime manager with the Royals, Bobby Singer, who announced his own signing with the Angels last week.
Or, the Destiel baseball AU that I was specifically asked not to write.
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15 Jul 2026
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so so good reminded me a bit of only the brave but in a good way 🥰🥰
def learned a lot more about baseball and sam was an absolute BEAST pitching
dean was such an accurate catcher representation i loved it!!!
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The rules from his father’s journal don't work in a place where monsters come to die a second time.
Abandoned by an angel, brutally violated by Lucius’s nest, and crushed under the suffocating weight of his own guilt, Dean Winchester stops fighting. He just wants to fade away into the ash-gray twilight of Purgatory.
But Benny Lafitte has other plans. He needs a human to get through the door. And he is entirely willing to break whatever is left of the hunter's pride, strip away his autonomy, and keep him alive by sheer force, just to get what he wants.Series
- Part 1 of My Vampire
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13 Jul 2026
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oh my goodness!!! this went a totally different way than I expected in the best way possible!!! literally had me losing my mind and going absolutely feral!!
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Set in season 4 after Sex and Violence.
After the siren, things are more rocky between them than ever before. It's never a good idea to go into a hunt without your head in the game.
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10 Jul 2026
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My take on Supernatural - with both one shots, and whole books (eventually)
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09 Jul 2026
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dean winchester character study and author actually getsss dean like more than the freaking writers of the show
amazing and engaging writing, def made me cry more than once 🥰🥰🥰
FUCK THE WRITING IS SO GOOOOD
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Dean has dreams and flashbacks of his time in Hell, is haunted by what's been done to him and by what he's done to others.
It all comes to a head on a case in Texas, late in September.
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03 Jul 2026
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SHUT THE FUCK UP THIS IS SOOOO GOOD
literally i cant even explain it this is such an interesting take on what happened to Dean in hell like the author is so freaking good at writing and insanely creative and the ending auuugh like idk they get it fr fr -
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Former child star Castiel Novak has played one role his entire life: actor. He grew up in front of the camera and continues to act now that he’s an adult. He doesn’t love it, but it’s the only life he knows.
His co-star, Dean Winchester, is new to the industry and clearly has no idea what he’s doing or what it means to be famous.
Cas just hopes Dean doesn’t screw everything up.
Celebrity AU.
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- Part 1 of only the brave
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27 Jun 2026
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the best story ever 😭🥰🤩💋🫡😫😌 truly beautiful writing and it made me bawl my eyes out so u know it’s good
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"Nikki suddenly realizes with a jolt that she almost, almost understands what drove Bear to do it. She wants Iris to love her, so much it makes her insides burn."
Trapped inside her own body by Bear's wish, Nikki accompanies him on a weekend trip to the lakehouse with some friends. Josh brings his Companion, Iris, and his plan to use her as a murder weapon goes off the rails. Nikki realizes she and Iris alike now have a chance at freedom.
Nikki/Iris oneshot.
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Shatterproof by sxfthope
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.
The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.
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18 Jun 2026