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Statistically speaking, there was a very long list on one end which Shane sat solidly at the top of. On the other end, there was a list with only one name on it.
Shane was the best of everyone Ilya had ever fucked.
Sasha was the best to ever fuck Ilya.
Shane would never have gotten two Stanley Cups if he didn’t know how to pivot and change direction when needed.
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01 Aug 2026
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Bottom. Ilya.
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faded on the fine lines by impetuous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.
Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.
Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.
Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.
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- Part 1 of HB Ink
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caught up in a moment by morosefloweret
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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“Pike?”
It’s funny, Hayden thinks as he tries to blink away tears. That almost sounds like Marlow.
“Shit.” The disembodied voice that sounds an awful lot like Marlow seems panicked now. Hayden wants to fall into the low vibrations that spread across his neck as a result, but something keeps him from letting go. “Pike? Hey, man, I need you to sit up for me, okay?”
Or: Hayden is an Omega going into an early heat, and Cliff is an Alpha who feels responsible for helping him through it.
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23 Jun 2026
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torture tastes so good (when it's from your hands) by sleepixgstars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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"Fuck you."
A small smile curved Ilya's mouth. Not cruel. Almost patient, patronizing. "There it is. I was wondering how long it would take." He rose from the chair and crossed the room in three easy strides, then crouched down beside Shane. Close enough that Shane could smell him. Leather and soap and something underneath, something warm and spiced. "You are going to say that a lot, I think. In the beginning."
Shane's jaw tightened. "You're going to kill me anyway. Might as well skip the bullshit."
"If I wanted you dead, Shane Hollander, you would be dead."
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Shane Hollander is a government agent, known for his self-control and restraint; Ilya Rozanov is a crime boss with some bad intentions.
DD:DNE, DLDR, pure non-con/dub-con hypnosis/Stockholm Sydrome smutSeries
- Part 3 of Hypno Hollanov
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dragging you down, down, down by sleepixgstars
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Ilya is a very perceptive person. He saw the way Shane held himself. He heard the way Shane talked about his girlfriend. Most importantly, he saw the way that Shane had looked at /him/.
Shane was convincing himself he was straight. Ilya knew he was not.
Ilya hadn’t lied - he /was/ going to help Shane with his anxiety. It just so happened that a good part of Shane’s anxiety came from the fact that he was lying to himself and everyone else about a key part of himself.
So Ilya was going to be helping Shane accept that part of himself. No matter what it takes.
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Shane Hollander thinks he's just a straight man with anxiety. His hypnotherapist thinks otherwise and is willing to prove it in every single way.
aka the very specific hypnosis kink fic that no one else was going to write. DD:DNE, DLDR, please read the tags!
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- Part 2 of Hypno Hollanov