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    Ilya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesn’t change very much, until Shane’s concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings they’ve been trying to ignore.

    Or: as it turns out, it’s easier than you’d think to be in someone’s head and still not know how they feel.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

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    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “There’s not a soul I could mate that’ll allow me to play hockey. They’ll say it’s dangerous for the babies I’m supposed to have.”

    ”I will be mate.” Even David’s eyes almost bulge out of his head at Ilya’s words. Yuna’s shell-shocked, and Shane thinks he’s playing some kind of sick joke.

    “Are you serious, son?” David asks softly. Ilya looks extremely uncomfortable that David just called him that, but he shakes his head yes.

    “I am serious. I will be mate.”

     

    [or: shane hollander presents as an omega after his first game following the NHL draft. in a desperate bid to keep his mouth shut, he meets with ilya rozanov who surprises him with an offer he’d be remiss to refuse.]

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Robby never meant to inherit a farm or the ghosts that came with it. He was just doing his job when he diagnosed his childhood best friend with early-onset Alzheimer’s. Months later, that same man took his own life, and Robby was left with the will, the guilt, and the heavy silence of a place that was never his.

    Dennis has spent his life trapped on that same farm, praying to a God that never answered, trying to make a father proud who only ever saw him as a mistake. When a stranger from the city shows up claiming ownership, it feels like one last punishment, but maybe, just maybe, a chance to start over.

    Out in rural Pennsylvania, under skies too big for the things they’re running from, a doctor and a farm boy learn that grief doesn’t leave, it settles, and sometimes what grows from it is something almost like love.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    Peter Parker. 16 years old. Recently emancipated from the foster system and moved into the dingy villa his deceased parents left him. Which apparently means he has to deal with various stray animals and human beings who keep choosing his house as their refuge. He is so unprepared for this shit.
    And then stupid Tony Stark randomly decides to insert himself into Peter’s life, with his dad-sweaters and his boo-boo fixing and his casseroles.
    He thinks Peter’s parents are just out of town on a business trip. Peter is in no mood to correct him.

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    24 Oct 2025

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