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saying goodbye again and again and ag- by bluelunamoth
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
25 Oct 2025
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Soap ruminates on the cycles of relationships in his life after being permanently transferred
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09 Apr 2026
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“It’s good to see you, Johnny,” Simon murmurs against his brow, warm breath coasting across John’s ear, goosebumps leaving a shivering path in its wake.
“Yeah,” John says, allowing Simon to pull him closer, inhaling that familiar scent of spice and tea and Simon. Something he never wants to be without again, something that’s kept him awake for nights on end, because he’s missed him so fucking much. “It’s good to see you too, Lt.”
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28 Mar 2026
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John tucks his nose into the crook of Simon’s neck, cold against the fabric of his mask, and Simon can only hold him tighter, letting his own scent wash away every trace of the other alpha.
“Johnny.”
The name comes unbidden to his lips, Simon able to feel the shiver that wracks Soap’s body, the goosebumps that prickle his skin. John’s fingers tighten in his shirt, warm breath against the cloth at Simon’s neck. He’s so close, the scent of him soothing over Simon’s own skin like a balm to the ache that lives buried deep inside of him.
He knows he should say something, do something, but he’s frozen, rooted to the spot.
Johnny is his best friend. His best fucking friend in the entire world and while he knows the man won’t speak on what happened tonight, Simon is offering whatever comfort he can.
But maybe it’s not his to offer. Maybe the reason Johnny went out tonight is because he’s looking for something.
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24 Feb 2026
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After the Dust Settles by Angelwingsl3 (Marie_Fanwriter) for Bluejay141519
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
13 Dec 2025
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"I can’t take this bloody racket from you right now.”
Soap’s jaw snapped shut, and his expression shuttered but not before broadcasting a deeply wounded expression that had Simon immediately wanting to eat his damn boots. Neither of them moved other than Simon’s shoulders heaving from his outburst.
It was Gaz that broke the stalemate. Simon’s inattention became his downfall. “Everything alright, sir?”
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28 Dec 2025
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Soap is physically affectionate by nature.
Ghost is not.
Johnny might just be rubbing off on him though.
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27 Dec 2025