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    Eugene Sledge and Sidney Philip’s after the war.

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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    When the mind goes through a traumatic event, it can cope in many ways. Most people, depending on their support system, recover successfully if they do everything right. That includes talking to their loved ones, maybe doing some sort of cognitive processing therapy, being kind to themselves. Most people get better.

    Shane wasn’t most people.

     

    or; Shane gets assaulted at an away game. He tells Ilya. And maybe, just maybe, everything will be okay.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.

    The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.

     

    [set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]

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    17 Jan 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Ilya had seen many different sides of Shane broken up throughout the years and felt he had a very good understanding of how Shane's brain works.

    That is, until Shane's TV falls off the wall. How will Ilya react to Shane's "irrational" mental breakdown?

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    14 Jan 2026