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After pon farr and their fight on the hot sands of Vulcan, a bond is discovered between Jim and Spock. This new intimate link, hidden necessarily even from McCoy, deepens their already strong relationship, providing a new definition of home for each of them.
However, in the aftermath of a telepathic attack on an alien world, misunderstandings and unseen damage create a devastating rift between the two men. Amidst a destructive interplanetary conflict, they are each forced to face alone the consequences of their deepest secret.
Against all odds, beset on all sides, will the promise of t’hy’la persevere? Or will the command team of the Enterprise fall, taking the stability of the Federation with it?
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06 Aug 2026
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In the wake of the kal-if-fee on Vulcan, Kirk is dead. When T’Pau tells Spock to live long and prosper, he knows he shall do neither. This is a story about men who love each other, and the lengths they will go to for one another.
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Foolish, he thinks. I have been a fool.How he had wanted so desperately to prove his Vulcan side. How all his life it had felt like a performance, and yet, to be finally subject to the most Vulcan thing of all destroyed him. The stripping of logic. All sense torn from him. His carefully constructed barriers had collapsed like a flimsy house of cards. To be granted his wish this way was a type of mockery. How he had wanted to be fully Vulcan. To prove that the blood which runs through his veins was not so human.
How wanting had been better than having.
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22 Jul 2026
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No Going Back, No Before by spirkme
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
09 Dec 2022
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One day away from his second five-year mission, James T. Kirk should have everything he wants - his ship, a loyal crew, an Admiralty falling over him with praise, an adoring public… And Spock.
But there’s something Spock has kept hidden from him for the last seven years, and now that Jim knows it…? He has no choice but to walk away.
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06 Jul 2026
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Pinched Nerve by RookSacrifice
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV), Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek
20 Mar 2026
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Fresh out of his engagement with T’Pring and facing pressure from his family to select a suitable bondmate before his Pon Farr is due, Spock resorts to desperate measures: allowing The Starfleet Intraservice Partnership Arbitration Agency to select a compatible mate on his behalf.
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01 Jul 2026
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Time After Time by spaceisgay (ChancellorGriffin)
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV), Star Trek: Discovery
26 Mar 2023
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Sam Kirk’s younger brother James is posted to the Enterprise on a six-month rotation. Spock, preoccupied with thoughts of his sister, regards this as an unique opportunity to study another pair of adult siblings in their natural habitat.
That is very much not what happens.
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26 Jun 2026