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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    28 year old Ray is diagnosed with a terminal illness, and decides to live out his last couple months on the beach. One night he comes across bar singer Sand, who plays him a song that fills him with hope for the first time in a long time. The two connect while watching the sunset, making promises to each other on borrowed time.

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    06 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    “What about me?” he asks, leaning closer. “Interesting enough to make you interested?”

    The way Sand is looking at him already answers all his questions. Oddly enough, the singer seems speechless, not saying a single word. His eyes quietly follow Ray as he purses his lips again, trying not to smile too much. It ruins his allure. But maybe he doesn't have to worry about that, he can tell that he already has the other wrapped around his finger. 

    Just to be a tease, Ray continues speaking. “You said you're open,” he hums. “Open enough for someone like me?”

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    24 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    There's an invisible collar around his throat, and no one but Ray is holding the leash. How pathetic is that? He doesn't want to be someone's dog; powerless, and panting.

    “Please,” Sand says, finally, and he knows how pathetic he must look. “Did you tell him that you drank? He must've told you not to drive either.”

    At that, a strangled laugh leaves Ray's throat, and his fist tightens around the keys in his hand. The sound squeezes every bit of life out of Sand, in the way those still-present tears do, too. Unfair.

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    Mew calls for Ray again, but this time, Sand doesn't let Ray leave so easily.

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    19 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    A week after picking up Ray at Traffic Light Night, Sand wrestles with the notion of seeing him again, his old wounds far from healed.

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    08 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Maybe home wasn’t a place.

    Maybe it was just the sound of Ray humming off-key beside him, the taste of fried rice too salty to be good, and the feeling of love that made everything else fade away.

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    14 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    “You kiss like you mean trouble,” he murmured.

    “I am trouble,” Ayan replied, his lips brushing against Yok’s jaw now. “You said you liked that, remember?”

    Yok’s breath hitched, fingers tightening on Ayan’s hips. “You gonna keep talking, or you gonna show me?”

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    02 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    And he isn’t paying attention to the way Sand’s looking at him; he’s angry, and he’s hurt, and he’s sick of his own shit yet again. The fact that Sand isn’t makes this, somehow, all the more infuriating. The fact that he’s just standing there thinking while Ray smokes his way through half a Krong Thip in four solid drags and resists the urge to put his fist through a wall isn’t fair.

    “Do you mind if we try one thing before you give up, here?” Sand asks.

    Forty-four days into sobriety, Ray is still learning how to get out of his own way.

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    30 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    A kind stranger agrees to adopt the last remaining cat from the café that Lynx intends to sell after his mother's death.

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    28 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Kinktober day 2 — Coming Untouched

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    22 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    It’s stupid that he doesn’t even feel stupid like this – on his knees, in nothing but his underwear, tear-streaked face pressed into the hand of the coolest guy he’s ever seen. A month ago, he couldn’t have taken this. Two months ago, he couldn’t have even set foot in that bar. Now he’s kneeling on Sand’s carpet and clutching his hand like he’s about to be swallowed whole by a real pit instead of just the one inside him, and he doesn’t even care what he looks like.

    Seventy-two days into sobriety, Ray is still learning how to make better choices.

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    18 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 21

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    Jeng prides himself on being a pretty positive guy. A fair and attentive doctor to his patients and colleagues, a supportive friend and nice guy to strangers. So the fact that even the smallest glimpse of Karn in the canteen or across the parking lot is enough to turn Jeng into a scowling, grumbling mess makes his dislike for Karn even stronger.

    That is until his third year at the hospital when a string of strange happenings changes things quite dramatically between them.

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    18 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Two years into their happily ever after, Ray decides he wants to spice things up in the bedroom. Sand is used to being dragged along by his boyfriend's enthusiasm, and he can't deny that what Ray proposes sounds interesting, so he cautiously agrees.

    But neither of them could have predicted just how enthusiastically Sand would take to Ray's suggestion - nor Ray's reaction when Sand begins to take control.

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    13 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Yes, you did. You said, ‘Why does this Teacher Khao guy sound like a TV host and why is he so pretty?’”

    First nearly dropped her. “You… you heard that?!”

    Khaotung’s laugh slipped out then, warm and musical, and the sound made First want to simultaneously die and replay it forever.

    “I think that’s the nicest insult I’ve ever gotten,” Khaotung teased gently. “Thank you, May. And thank you… daddy.” He tilted his head at First, eyes sparkling with amusement.

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    04 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Will you cum on the mirror for me, Nong?” His teeth graze Khaotung’s shoulder, punctuating every filthy thrust. “Show Phi how dirty you can make this clean glass.”

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    03 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ray exhaled softly, fingers threading through Sand’s hair. “The beloved is nothing without the lover and the lover becomes everything through the beloved. That’s the way it is, San.”

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    23 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    “You didn’t come all this way just to soothe some restless child,” Ray whispered, voice low and dangerous, hungry for something more than comfort.
    His hand slipped boldly to the front of Alan’s jeans, fingertips pressing through fabric.
    “Inside me?” The words were soft, teasing, yet edged with raw need, his lashes fluttering like a challenge.

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    14 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    They meet as kids, and Johnny realizes he might like boys well after Mark has realized he’s one of them.

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    12 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 30

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    Karn meets a cute little twink who needs some help getting over his childhood crush. Luckily, Karn is always willing to lend a hand to such a noble cause.

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    12 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    First wonders how long it will take before Khaotung’s brand-new tennis racket ends up forgotten in the back of one of his closets.
    For the moment, it’s a fresh thing, which means Khaotung is at the peak of his excitement. Which means First needs to seize the day.

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    11 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Have you surrendered to me? Or to my kingdom?”
    Minhyung met his gaze.
    “Does it matter?”
    The silence stretched for a few eternal seconds before Youngho responded.
    “Yes.”

    Minhyung is the crown prince of the Kingdom of the Forests. Until he isn't. The peace treaty requires him to abandon his title and travel to the Kingdom of the Mountains to marry the vampire king and end the war between their kingdoms.

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    5,550

    04 Aug 2025

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