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Gyuvin shakes his head, resting his forehead against Ricky's.
The kind of intimacy Gyuvin always offers him never ceases to make him nervous. He's never been someone interested in skinship, but Gyuvin's affections are declarations of how deeply he cherishes his relationships. He wonders how easy it would be to lose the kind of love Gyuvin wears on his sleeve, the kind of love he offers in every smile.
He doesn’t like thinking about it.
They're just teenagers and Ricky's never had a friendship like this before. He's scared of losing it from forces beyond his control.
Snapshots of Ricky and Gyuvin's friendship as it changes into something more.
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26 Dec 2025
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man this hit me right in the feels... i could basically imagine fond gyub and rik figuring things out..... kmsing
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For a second, the room is silent. Gyuvin thinks he might have gone too far at first, admitting to a truth he hadn’t compartmentalized fast enough. Not until Ricky’s giggling above him, hiding his face behind his other hand.
“Are you-...” Ricky fights back laughter, biting hard on his bottom lip. “Are you jealous?”
Gyuvin’s face burns crimson as he looks anywhere in the room but at Ricky. “What? No.”
“You’re such a terrible liar, Qubing.” He forces his knee against his crotch, spreading Gyuvin’s legs. “You know you can’t lie to me.”
After ISAC, Gyuvin's frustrated. Ricky notices.
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Ricky offers him a fleeting glance. Crowds thin out and Gyuvin’s stuck standing there.
The New Years disco ball shines down on him. It feels like everything has changed yet nothing has changed at all. He wonders what Ricky’s thinking.
He never asks these days.
Ricky moves out and Gyuvin's can't stop moving.
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“You know I love you, right?” Gyuvin suddenly asks, voice as soft as a whisper.
Ricky’s eyes shift into something unreadable as his face goes completely still. He takes a second too long to answer. To anyone else, it’d be meaningless. To Gyuvin, it makes his stomach instantly fall. Like he made a mistake. Like something’s shattered and he won’t be able to put it back together. Like he's in trouble.
“I know.” Ricky’s fingers twitch by his side. Gyuvin doesn’t even say anything about how there’s no ring on his finger. He doesn’t want to imagine why. He isn’t sure he can handle it right now. “I love you, too.”
That’s a pretty good example of how things are lately.
Gyuvin and Ricky have been best friends for over thirteen years. When they start drifting apart, Gyuvin starts to wonder where everything went wrong.
Bookmarked by bingbyulz
23 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
mmmmmmotherfucker. this took my breath away. it changed my life and my worldview. this was so, so, so, beautiful beyond words. heartwrenching and touching in all the different ways they fell apart and pieced themselves back together. what can i say? this was all just so, so, so perfect... oh my gof
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In Your Wet Dreams Tonight by Revolverwook (BeanieBabyJoon)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
22 Dec 2025
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Gunwook takes a second too long to notice; he's standing over the toilet, too wrapped up in pleasuring himself to hear the door. Jiwoong's already stepping up behind him by the time he does.
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- Part 2 of Muttverse