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Steve is not thinking entirely when he tells them about it. Bag packed in the car and a tank full of gas and all.
In hindsight, he also hadn’t been thinking while he was shoving clothes in the said bag, forcing in everything he could fit until it was full and zipping it shut was more a chore than a simple action. In the space of time between his father’s phone call and the subsequent breakdown he had while driving to the gas station to pump his car, the only thing he had thought about in the entirety of it was that he needed Eddie and Robin with him.
--Steve, Robin, and Eddie on the road. A story of grief, mothers, and finding a family of your own.
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11 Aug 2024
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😮💨😮💨😮💨 im crying a bit on this one. FUCK SHITTY MOMS,, nobody gets the pain of wanting a mom to love you that just WONT and it was explained so well.
This bit "And he thinks he may hate his mother. For making him feel this way. For having neglected him all these years. For having shown him love only briefly and then taking it away from him. For having her eyes and having her sadness live inside of him and making him think he was wrong.For never giving him the chance to know her. For never giving herself the chance to know him . To know who he was and who he is now and who he might become. For having died before he could come to terms with all of it. Before he could even actually say goodbye." fucking WRECKED me. shes not dead but shes dead to me and the fucking grief this made me feel and the emotions it brought up as a trans person who's not out and fucking hiding it from their dad is a lot. idek. i think in a way im also mourning friendships and the chance i had at the found family and love steve gets to experience. im only 24 but i feel like i ruined my chance and missed out. im just destined to be sad and hollow forever. WOOF that was depressing. anyways 10/10 5 bazillion stars. only read again if i want to bawl
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Dead patients, car wrecks, drug overdoses, journalists, Comatose Charlie, and orange chicken. Must be love.
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the shroud is made of linen by stars_boy for Iss_Karus
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
04 Dec 2022
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“Aye, of course, your fat fuckin’ skull can’t comprehend anything, can it? You’re ridiculous.”
Indignation spurs in his chest. In one quick movement, he’s got a handful of Soap’s thermal shirt in his fist and he’s tugging, pulling Soap closer until they’re face to face and sharing the same breath. “You watch your tone, Sergeant,” Ghost seethes. “That’s an order.”
“You can’t keep hiding.” Soap lowers his voice, speaks barely above a whisper.
“You don’t know what you’re saying.”
Soap blinks slowly. “I won’t hurt you.”
He’s painfully aware of the way his lips are parted, aware that Soap can see them—that he’s staring directly at them. “That’s not what I’m afraid of.”
“Then what are you afraid of,” Soap breathes, “Simon?”
Simon.
or;
In which Ghost is interrupted while watching the sunrise.
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24 Dec 2023
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so so so beautifully written and the fact that it's described so well over only one scene is incredible
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Ghost catches Soap getting railed and he can't understand why anyone would want to do anal. Soap happily teaches him why.
Also known as: Ghost is that straight best friend who isn't really that straight once he sees a dick.
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16 Dec 2023
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ok cute cute cute (totally not gay and going to be in love v soon) also ghost autism coded
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“Love you,” Richie mumbles into Eddie's neck, deeply comforted just by his...Eddie-ness, by the way he feels and the way he holds Richie, like he’s something special.
“Love you too,” Eddie says. “I’m sorry today was shit for you.” He scratches up and down Richie’s back gently, presses a kiss into his hair, and says, “Let me take care of you, yeah?”
Richie shakes his head. “No, Eds, I— Don’t worry about it. I don’t want to be, like. Needy.”
Eddie huffs out a laugh. “Come on, Rich. You take care of me all the time. Right? You do such a good job. Let me have a turn.”
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09 Aug 2020