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love me with your sad eyes, drain me of my color by voxofthevoid for Bookbee
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
27 Jan 2021
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Cohabitation is now trial and error. Some days, Bucky tries to console himself by thinking that it was much the same back when Steve moved in with him after Sarah passed. But he knows that was different. The anger had no real bite. Steve’s harsh diatribes were always aimed at his perceived weaknesses rather than Bucky’s clumsy attempts to be sweet on him.
God help him, he misses that firecracker kid, his bones held together with spite, and he misses the brave monster who walked into hell to pull Bucky out of it.
And that’s just it, isn’t it? Steve pulled Bucky out of hell, but the stories all say it comes with a price. Steve paid with his life, his soul, and he was a ghost for seventy years and now he’s a wraith, and Bucky wants so badly to breathe him to life, but he doesn’t know how.
“You haven’t tried to kill me in weeks,” Bucky manages to say, and god, is that his voice? He sounds worn and old, like he’s really in his nineties. He swallows and tries to be stronger. “So yeah, Steve. A reason would be nice.”
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Cinnamon and Thread by daphnomancy
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
05 Nov 2015
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“It hurts most the first time, but you get used to it,” Bucky whispered. Steve jerked at the sound; it was Brooklyn, it was 1939, it was Bucky. “Bucky!” he tried to scream through the gag, fresh tears coming down his face. “You’re strong though. You’ll make a good asset. I’ll show you.”
“He’s secure,” Bucky said, voice toneless and mechanic once more
The chair lowered and Steve was screaming through the gag, still thrashing against the restraints even harder. Something lowered over his head and pressed against his face. He could not even jerk his face away, he was held too tightly. He met Bucky’s eyes; desperate, terrified as he tried to tell Bucky everything, tried to convince Bucky to stop this through eye contact alone.
The machine revved up under the chair. Bucky smiled down at him. Then all Steve knew was pain before darkness finally took hold of him. The last thing he saw was Bucky smiling. He looked the same.- Language:
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01 Nov 2025
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An obscene amount of steve whump. hydra mindwipes him and runs him through the WS wringer, but don’t do it correctly. take the fight out of him.
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Sleeping With Ghosts by cobaltmoony, esaael, rohkeutta
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
31 Oct 2018
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The first two years after Bucky gets out of the ice are-- surprisingly easy. Serve his country, learn to use his charmed robot hand, make friends, don’t think about the spark of magic in him that’s gone out, see the world, try to live with the grief (try to live with the grief, try to--)
Maybe they’re not that easy, in the end, but he’s settling - until he gets reluctantly pulled out of the Army and has Steve’s shield (Steve’s shield, its magic wary and curious and half-dormant) thrust onto him again, even though he’s already turned it down once before. The world has changed and so has he, but as he tries to immerse himself into a new life, he meets a ghost he could never leave behind.
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Bookmarked by bl4ck_ee1
31 Oct 2025
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steve rogers is the winter soldier but with a twist of magical realism. sweet short homecoming story! the shield has….teeth?!
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Ghosts of Winter by glitterykoi
Fandom: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
02 Nov 2025
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Bookmarked by bl4ck_ee1
30 Oct 2025
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utterly fascinating premise executed amazingly well with lots of content and some lovely backstory. the one where steve and bucky are literally dragged screaming through the soviet/nazi wringer and ?will come out of the other side…alive? hopefully???
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Strange Brew by Gloromeien
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Oct 2025
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Steve Rogers would be the first to tell you he's had it rougher than some but better than most. His job at the coffee shop lets him do his art, work with his best friend, take care of his ma, and ogle the muscular mechanics at the local auto-body shop. His health and his love life could be better, but he's very aware of how lucky he is to have it this good. Oh, and live in Brooklyn. Simple life, simple pleasures.
Is it really so much to ask to be able to get across the street in one piece? Apparently.
Before he knows it, Steve finds himself on a collision course with every hotrod coming out of the lot, with the quiet but hunkalicious new hire at the body shop, and with... well, romance.
Bookmarked by bl4ck_ee1
26 Oct 2025
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the most comedic, warm, and fuzzy shrinkyclinks fluff and comfort fic ever :)