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    It was supposed to be an easy, fun night out. She never intended to wake up in her sensei's bed, half-naked and with no memory of what happened the night before! As she tries to unravel the mystery of that night, something sinister is growing beyond the walls of the Leaf Village... and what was only a crush spirals wildly out of control.

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    14 Dec 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Astarion doesn't want sex, that much he knows. But he wants to want it, and he doesn't understand why he doesn't with Phaere. She's different, after all. Has always been. When he expresses this to her, Phaere broaches a new concept: intimate touch without sex. While hesitant at first, Astarion trusts her, and comes to find out that true intimacy was exactly what he was missing, all along.

    Chapter Two: Halsin brings his wisdom to the table.

    “But what if I want to?” he interjected, speaking a little too quickly and a little too loud, trying to get it out before he lost his nerve.

    Phaere simply looked at him for a very long time. “…do you want to?” she finally asked, her voice low.

    Yes, he wanted to say. And Gods, he wanted to want it. To want her. But the words wouldn’t come, not when they weren’t true.

    And he’d already told her he’d never lie to her again.

    “…I want to do what you want,” he said lamely instead.

    “That’s not what I asked.”

    “Phaere-“

    “Astarion, tell me the truth. Do you want this?”

    He felt very, very small. He couldn’t meet her eyes, casting his gaze down to the water instead. “No.”

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    09 Dec 2023

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    “I simply wish to be useful to you, little pet.”

    Your eyes snapped open, freed from their lust filled heaviness in an instant. An icy jolt lanced violently through your gut, cutting through the heat that had been building since he’d pinned you underneath him. Your whole body tensed hard against his but Astarion didn’t even notice your sudden lack of enthusiasm.

    Why would he?

    He was performing again.

    For you.

    --

    Or; Astarion wants to make himself useful to you and you have to remind him that he's worth so much more than his body.

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    16 Nov 2023

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    The secret to surviving is simple. It’s the execution that poses problems.

    Don’t die.

    It’s that easy.


    auri knows people, and that's how she can tell; astarion is deeply, deeply fucked up.

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    14 Nov 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Wherein they actually inherit the earth. Again. Because I will never be done retelling the end of their story in more sensible and satisfying ways. This time, via the power of a classic holiday film... with a slightly demonic twist.

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    28 Aug 2023