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Recent series

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  2. Summary

    Mostly unrelated. A series of Dazai x Atsushi fics set in the canon universe, or with a slight canon divergence, or with only one AU element (hanahaki disease, soulmate identifying marks etc.)

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  3. Summary

    Dazai and Atsushi's soulmate multiverse. Includes:
    - soulmate identifying marks
    - dreams about their soulmate
    - retaining memories from their past lives
    - red string of fate (not posted yet)

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  4. Summary

    A series of works I wrote for shin soukoku. Most of it is unrelated.

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  5. Summary

    Can be read in whichever order you like, but I suggest the chronological order (as it is here) for, you know, the suspense

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Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

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    When a stranger at a bar claims he's invented truth serum, House takes the pill, determined to prove him wrong because truth serum isn't real.

    And now House can't lie.

    But even though he's talking about how much he wants to sleep with Wilson, nobody believes him, which is perfect—until he starts showing symptoms from whatever was in the pill.

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    07 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Laughing crying sobbing on the floor. House x Wilson is still the ship of all time

  2. Rec 13

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    Dazai becomes obsessed with Atsushi's nightly habits, and puts a camera in his room. What he witnesses sets off a chain of events.

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    24 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bookmarking this mostly because I don't want to forget that I've read it. It's a great character study. Everyone is either toxically obsessed or toxically codependent. Somehow it works. It's interesting. It's well written. It's made me read ships i do not ship because it's well written. It's made me realize the full range of how each writer sees these characters. This is a good series. Might not be everyone's cup of tea but it was written with care and passion.

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    "No, it's fine," Julian said automatically. "But, Garak, is everything all right?"

    "Captain Sisko wanted to see me," Garak said—which was so conspicuous a refusal to answer the question Julian had asked that it almost didn't qualify as an evasion. He pulled out the chair opposite Julian, and sat.

    "Captain Sisko? Why?"

    "Well, apparently," Garak said, "Cardassia has lodged a formal request with the Federation for my extradition."

    (Or: Garak has a problem. Julian marries him to fix it. Except that means Julian also has a problem, albeit of a very different kind.)

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    11 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Its so soft i cried. Julian's inner monologue 🥲 I'm speechless. I have experienced the whole range of human emotions while reading this and now I'm like Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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    Dazai chuckled with an amused glint in his eyes. This boy certainly never failed to impress him. “Well, well, Atsushi-kun,” he drawled out, rubbing his chin. “What an interesting discovery. Apparently, you purr when you get the tiniest bit excited,” he continued, sounding gleeful. Dazai titled his head to the side. “Quite fitting of you, don’t you think?”

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    21 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cute

  5. Rec *

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    Atsushi is a canvas that anyone can paint on, and the mafia black is more than capable of engulfing the agency hues in due time.

    When all is said and done, Atsushi is not chosen.

    But he’s the one to go anyway.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    16/16
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    30 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is the pinnacle of platonic relationships fanfiction. I am in awe