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In which Andrew moves to Germany with Aaron and Nicky after Tilda's death and befriends Kevin Day who remains in America. Through the glimpses of one another's life, Andrew finds himself growing simultaneously interested and cautious of Kevin's adoptive brother, Neil Josten.
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But, it’s infuriating, this cold shoulder, this new game that they have. Communication was not their strong suit, not when it comes to them and it's now biting them on their ass as Neil is sitting wondering what is happening. Just tell me it’s the nightmares, he finds himself thinking over the last 9 days, Let me help you.
Alas, it is Andrew and Andrew will never ask for help.
Where Andrew creates distance to confront an issue and Neil is left in the dark.
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Andrew rolls his eyes, hand falling over Neil’s mouth, “My sexuality has very minimal conditions,” He stares at him impassively, bored, “Are you a man?” Neil, with Andrew’s hand still over his mouth, nods, “Look at that, conditions met.” Neil starts talking, muffled from beneath the barrier of a hand but Andrew presses harder in retaliation, “Blahblahblah,” he mocks and Neil gives him a look, his shoulders slouched in exasperation, “You know nothing and I want nothing.” And when he removes his hand, he adds, “Yes or no?” and kisses Neil’s breath away at the confirmation.
Where Andrew blows Neil for the first time.
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The Shower Steam (The Fog of Him) by blurryempty
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Jan 2025
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The large mirror that obnoxiously takes up the entire wall above the sink has a vignette of steam around it, dribbles of condensation drip down it but really only a circle in the middle is clear enough to see himself in. The steam from Neil’s shower, in the last thirty minutes before they had to leave for the airport, was still present in his bathroom.
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Andrew is living in the reality of Neil's fifth year and is experiencing with the aftermath of his departure back to Palmetto, making him alone for the first time, in a long time.
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Andrew tips his head in thought, “Is it about what Nicky was saying yesterday?”
Neil stiffened, smirk faltering a little as heat rises to his cheeks, “No. Don’t even remember what he was saying about the masks.”
Andrew hums now, short and bored, “I didn’t say anything about masks.”
Neil turns from Andrew, picking up his pen, “I have homework to finish.”
Ah, Andrew thinks, Interesting.
“For someone who lied for his entire life, you really are shit at it.”
“I’m good enough for it to keep me alive.”
Andrew hums again, “Not good enough to do it to me, though.”
Neil looks towards the textbook to his left and sighs, “How unfortunate.”
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andrew dresses as ghostface for halloween and neil discovers a thing or two. smth that initially started out as a mask thing before it fizzles out to just me wanting to write andreil
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Russian Translation by rainboww_toad
Link: https://ficbook.net/readfic/019706a5-c35e-71b7-9306-76721375e340
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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25 Jan 2026
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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23 Jan 2026
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Vishnya by Kate Andrews (k8andrewz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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"You are okay? I was not too hard in you?"
"You mean too hard on me."
"No. I do not." The corner of his mouth twitches, like a traitor.
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Shane wears panties for Ilya.
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14 Jan 2026
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“Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”
“Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”
Hayden stops, so Shane does too.
“You don’t know who that was?”
Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer.
“Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious.
Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”
“At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke.
“He’s a porn star, man.”
“A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?”
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Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.
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16 Dec 2025
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There's no way Kevin will be able to get any sleep while sharing a bed with Neil, right?
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07 Oct 2025