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"You give ground and you forget to resist, how to resist, or that you ever did in the first place. They don't need a thousand volts through your body to mold you into a good soldier." Like me, went unspoken but Steve heard it anyway. "It's harder to fight pleasure."
"Obedience is a pleasure?" Steve asked dryly.
The Soldier's expression stayed unreadable. "Sit," he said.
Hydra tries to turn Steve Rogers into a dog. The Soldier tries to turn into Bucky Barnes.
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imposter syndrome by bonjourd
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 May 2025
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“I don’t do that anymore,” he says into the phone and it already sounds laughably unbelievable, like something he’d say to his therapist or the reporter from Politico.
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This was the year Steve would play his cards right and get Barnes to have just one drink with him before they parted ways, for old times' sake.
A light-hearted little fill for Steve Rogers Bingo on his birthday.
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i dwell in a lonely house i know by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2023
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Bucky's moved on. But Steves keep showing up.
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memorabilia by bonjourd
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies)
02 Apr 2021
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He has a journal. But this, this was given to him.
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Buck's Gun Rack by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
02 Apr 2021
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The shooting stops, and Bucky holsters his pistol like a cowboy, the muscles of his shoulders and arms shifting, loosening. Steve’s heart races.
When Bucky turns back to him, he’s smirking. He jerks his head toward the target, and Steve follows him on unsteady knees.
There’s a fat hole squarely in the middle of the chest, with only two holes just barely outside center mass.
“Holy shit…”
“Still just wanna watch?” Bucky asks.
Steve’s lips purse. There’s a lightness in the other man’s features, the glimmer of unbridled excitement. What’s shocking about it is that Steve feels it, too.
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Or: When salty gun store owner Bucky Barnes meets quaking gun virgin Steve Rogers.
Bookmarked by bonjourd
24 Jan 2025
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"His mother tried her best not to raise a fool, but apparently she did. Because today, Steve is going to get murdered."
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guilty pleasures by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel
26 Oct 2025
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The back of the quinjet is cramped and humid, Steve’s fingers and gloved palm stretched over his head to hold onto the ceiling rail. They’re face to face now, chests touching a bit each time the jet trembles with turbulence, and Steve wishes that his helmet didn’t still leave him so exposed.
Bucky's thumb presses in, right between two buckles on Steve’s suit where there’s only a single layer of fabric separating skin from skin, his breath falling hot over Steve’s cheek when his lips part.
“You wearin’ ‘em?”
He stares hard at the broad curve of Bucky’s shoulder and exhales slow, controlled.
“Yes.”
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- Part 26 of anincompletelist's kinktober '25
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21 Jun 2026
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Reciprocity by osprey_archer
Fandom Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Oct 2015
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27 May 2026
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The money he'd stolen from Hydra has almost run out when he finds a black piece of card stock with blocky capital letters stapled to a telephone pole:
FUNNEL NO. 9
DO YOU HAVE KNIFE SKILLS?
WE NEED YOU
And then below, there's a phone number.
Knife skills? I have knife skills, he thinks. That part is pretty self-explanatory, though he has no idea what Funnel No. 9 could mean. He doesn't really want to get back into the hitman business, but needs must, and Bucky Barnes is a practical man.
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Bookmarked by bonjourd
19 Nov 2025
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Steve sighed, "I don't know what's too hard or too soft, or too much or not enough, or -"
"Well, you'll figure out all of that with practice," Bucky shrugged. "That's how I learned. That's how everybody learns."
Steve took a deep breath and let it go, shaking his head and running a hand over his face. "Really wish I could have gotten all of that out of the way before Peggy."
"Well," Bucky sighed, "that's the boat you're in, so..." Then he paused and joked with the whiskey bottle halfway to his mouth, "Unless that's your roundabout way of asking to practice on me."
Bucky offers to let Steve practice his nonexistent kissing skills on him. What could possibly go wrong?
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24 Aug 2025