10 Works by bonjourd
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"You give ground and you forget to resist, how to resist, or that you ever did in the first place. They don't need a thousand volts through your body to mold you into a good soldier." Like me, went unspoken but Steve heard it anyway. "It's harder to fight pleasure."
"Obedience is a pleasure?" Steve asked dryly.
The Soldier's expression stayed unreadable. "Sit," he said.
Hydra tries to turn Steve Rogers into a dog. The Soldier tries to turn into Bucky Barnes.
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imposter syndrome by bonjourd
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 May 2025
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“I don’t do that anymore,” he says into the phone and it already sounds laughably unbelievable, like something he’d say to his therapist or the reporter from Politico.
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This was the year Steve would play his cards right and get Barnes to have just one drink with him before they parted ways, for old times' sake.
A light-hearted little fill for Steve Rogers Bingo on his birthday.
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i dwell in a lonely house i know by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2023
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Bucky's moved on. But Steves keep showing up.
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memorabilia by bonjourd
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies)
02 Apr 2021
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He has a journal. But this, this was given to him.
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Anamnesis by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Mar 2021
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It's the end of the world and Steve can't quite remember how he got there. And where the hell is Bucky?
Captain America, retired, drives a semi truck across a frozen wasteland.
Captain America Chavez, tired, has a bad feeling about this space shuttle launch.
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tall tales from tinseltown by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Once Upon A Time In Hollywood (2019)
02 Mar 2020
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Actor Steve Rogers rose to 1950s Hollywood fame as Captain America, but a decade later he's confronted with a movie industry moving on without him. He resolves to celebrate the last night of his studio contract with Bucky Barnes, his childhood best friend and longtime stuntman.
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déjà rêvé (variations on a theme) by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Oct 2019
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“Yeah, I’ll have these dreams, some nights.”
He taps his leg, licks his lips, and he’s never said this, never in fifteen years, but he doesn’t know when the next opening will come.
“Where I fall off that train in the Alps, right? Or we’re in the Valkyrie and it crashes before we jump. Or we freeze to death out there, in the middle of nowhere. And it seems real.”
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Refraction by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Aug 2019
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Bucky’s figure shifted forward in the window glass and Steve was struck again by his stillness and quiet. Clean-shaven, in the fuzzed reflection he looked twenty years young but for the sharper lines wrought from sadness, anger, loss.
Steve isn't okay. Bucky takes a mission. Nothing, not one thing, goes according to plan.
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to every thing a season by bonjourd
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
12 May 2019
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“All goes onward and outward, nothing collapses.” -Walt Whitman
After the five seconds, he gets another twenty-three years.