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    Shane Hollander arrives at Boston University believing he is closer to the dream he has always pursued: becoming a professional hockey player. Talented and disciplined, he soon realizes that things will not be easy.

    Ilya Rozanov dominates the rink with the same ease with which he instills fear. What begins as violence disguised as play soon turns into something deeper and more dangerous.

    Caught between his dream and the obsession of the man he cannot leave, Shane learns that some traps simply have no way out.

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    Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander, and his way of showing it is through acts of violence.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    "It just works better like that. Taking his mind off of the logistics and the meaning of it all and the implications lets him put that focus to better work on the actual thing he cares about: hockey. It really isn’t that different from outsourcing his branding to Mom, or any less embarrassing than his dietician meal prepping for him or his trainer mapping out his workout plan. They’re experts in their field, nutrition and marketing and fucking. Shane is an expert in his: taking all that into his body and using it to be fucking awesome at hockey. It’s win, win, win.

    Meals get delivered at his door. Room numbers and plans get texted to him. And appointments with photographers get emailed with subject lines reminding him to remember to use the good shampoo in his hair before them.

    He’s still in control in the sense he’s letting it all happen for him, except that sometimes, especially at these stupid fucking photoshoots, it feels a little bit like it’s happening to him, instead."

    Shane gets into a bad situation with a photographer who has pictures Shane would rather not get out. Ilya and Rose find out about it, eventually.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Shane genuinely never thought this would happen to him. Always thought that this was something you heard about in tv shows, heard about on the local news, read about online. He never thought it would be him.

    Evidently, he thought wrong.

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    shane gets roofied at a club, has one of the worst nights of his life. luckily he doesnt have to go through the aftermath alone

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”

    Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”

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    The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Shane presents as an omega at age thirteen. Yuna and David struggle through the embarrassment of explaining the birds and the bees to their teenage son, who has absolutely no interest whatsoever.

    Ten years later, Shane encounters an asshole alpha who won’t stop challenging him. Despite his singular focus on hockey and his outright refusal to ever engage with anything relating to birds OR bees, Shane suddenly finds himself distracted by his baser nature.

    Professional ragebaiter Ilya gets a real kick out of riling him up. And if Ilya only does it because he’s become singularly obsessed with Shane’s scent while he’s angry? Well, as they say in Russia. Без труда не вытащишь и рыбку из пруда.

    (No pain, no gain.)

     

    TLDR; Alpha Ilya finds omega Shane in heat. He loses the war against his instinct to breed.

    Tagged rape/non con for dubious consent re: heat.

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    03 Jan 2026