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His reflection is pallid, eyes dull. He’s lost weight, and somehow didn’t notice it until he looked in this mirror eight hundred miles away from the one he’s looked in every day for months. He notes that he’s split his lip open chewing on it, but his body doesn’t move to wipe that blood away. He shaved with Buck’s razor this afternoon before he put his funeral suit on, the one Buck bought for him despite his admittedly weak protestations, and he nicked the wing of his jaw. He was right earlier. The circles beneath his eyes are dark as plumbs.
There is something wrong with him.
Eddie tugs the sleeves of Buck’s sweatshirt down over his stiff hands before he goes back to bed, so at least if he starts bleeding again he won’t ruin Buck’s nice soft sheets.
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Eddie develops stigmata.
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Yes. I noticed. A pause, then: Also you looked very good out there. Almost made me forget you are my patient.
Former patient, Shane corrected before he could even think twice about it, then cursed his own brain. He gnawed the inside of his cheek raw.
Mmm. Former. Another pause. Shane's mind supplied him a very unhelpful memory of Ilya's humming, felt it resonate deep inside of him, with a need he didn't want to name but could. Are you home?
In which Dr. Rozanov gets intimate with Shane's eyes... and elsewhere.
As of June 30, 2026, additional meta resources have been added to this work.
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About Summer by chaentics for inkingbrushes
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Feb 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.
or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.
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17 Jun 2026
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lying on the floor sobbing since about halfway
read blind!
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Eddie simply cannot know that he is currently naked. That would be catastrophic.
“Um, I— did you need anything? I’m kind of in the middle of something,” Buck says, which. Okay. That did not sound convincing. He adds, “I can call you back in ten?”
“I thought you just woke up?” Eddie says, and, fuck— Buck did basically say that.
Carefully, he says, “I did.”
“So what were you—?”
God, this is mortifying. This might be the worst thing that’s ever happened to Buck, and he’s been caught in, like, four natural disasters. And also struck by lightning. And had a fire engine fall on him. He even dated (he shudders at the thought) Tommy Kinard.
“Eddie,” he says. He doesn’t know what else to say.
“What? If you need to pee you can just mute yourself.”
“Eddie, that’s not—”
“Then what?” Eddie laughs. “If you’re still in bed, you can’t ha— oh.”
Or: Buck answers the phone in the middle of jerking off. For some reason, Eddie asks him not to hang up.
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Five or so minutes in, he’s so focused that he doesn’t even register the strong hands grabbing his hips—but quickly, all at once, he’s painfully aware of them as they tug his sweatpants and underwear down together. Buck’s mouth is stuffed full of dick, muffling the panicked whimper that escapes him, but it’s the only sound in the room.
He knows there are multiple men behind him, multiple men now staring at Buck’s ass in the air, his thighs parted, and between them, his soaked, pink pussy—his secret, out in the open, exposed and dripping for them all to see.
The chill air makes him even more aware of how wet he is. A hand splays over his tailbone, holding him in place.
“Shit, Buckley,” someone chuckles. “You’ve been holding out on us.”
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“We need to talk,” Buck says. He barrels straight past Eddie, who is very much still standing in the middle of the damn doorway. He turns to watch Buck pace into the room, door still open behind him.
Mildly, Eddie says, “Okay. Can we do that in the morning?”
“I have to— now. It’s urgent, Eddie. This is—this is serious, and I need to say it now, or I’m going to explode, and you’ll have to drive home alone and explain what happened to Maddie, and you’ll have to bury just—just chunks of me, Eddie. Buck chunks. It’ll be the most closed casket of all time. They’ll have to put my casket in another casket just to make sure no one ever sees me. It would—”
“Okay, hey, slow your roll—” Eddie closes the door behind him, turning to watch as Buck stalks all the way inside like he owns the place.
Or: Buck, after drinks with Dixie at the bar, is unable to go through with hooking up. He needs to tell Eddie why. Immediately.
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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15 Jan 2026
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beautiful post lawsuit fic, complete with a year 2020 "are you? in love with eddie?" prediction
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Eddie’s eyes were blank, glossed over. His breathing was slow, calculated as if he were trying to minimize the movements of his chest, ensuring that his body barely moved with every rise and fall.
“Eddie,” Buck’s voice broke, “Please don’t tell me that’s what I think it is.”
“I wish I could,” Eddie whispered, his face tight. “I just stepped on a landmine.”
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As he sat there feeling another man's wide mouth sucking his cock while Buck stared at him from across the room, his expression a mixture of desire and devastation, Eddie realized he might have taken this a little too far.
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Buck tries to commit the frame to memory, wills himself not to forget the important details—Eddie on his knees in front of him, his nails seeking purchase along Buck's thighs as he drinks him down, his drawn-out gasps when Buck returns the favor.
After, when Buck reaches out for quiet confirmation in the dark, asks him, "Good?"
Eddie tells him, earnest and hard-won, "Everything is good with you," and Buck can bask in the illusion of a world where he almost believes it.
Buck is trying to leave the past where it belongs. Then he wins an all-expenses-paid trip to Italy, convinces Eddie to join him, and falls headfirst into (not so) casual sex with his best friend.
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Eddie didn’t know what to expect when they got dispatched to the call, but it certainly wasn’t this.
The man was bound, but the intricacy by which he was tied up was like nothing Eddie had seen before. It wasn’t just his wrists, but his arms were secured behind him, attaching him to the frame of the bed by something Eddie couldn’t quite see from where he stood.
It wasn’t a rushed job, from the little that Eddie could tell was going on. This was precise work—secure and firm in its structures. Their victim was completely bound. Immobile.
Something far back in his mind—shaped vaguely like a door, cracked open just enough to make Eddie suck in a breath and slam it back shut.
or, when Eddie learns something new about himself, it forces him to begin untangling a web of desires he's kept hidden for a long time.
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“Eddie,” Buck whines, hips squirming off the seat as far as his seatbelt will allow, pumping into the air with a grunt. He needs friction, needs a hole to fuck into, needs to fill and claim and satisfy a wet, shivering body below him. He sucks in a trembling breath, but all he can smell is Eddie. His distressed scent is coming off of him in waves, sharp and acidic, chemical in nature. It should be disgusting, should have Buck wrinkling his nose and backing away as far as he can, but he finds it intoxicating, instead.
Buck lets go of the safety handle to fumble with his belt buckle.
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how to do cnc correctly: a caitvi kinktober 2025 guide by facingthenorthwind (spacegandalf)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
08 Aug 2025
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When Caitlyn brought Vi back to her bedroom, Vi said, "Oh. Uh. I don't really want to have sex with the lights off under the covers? It's really hard to see what you're doing, and the concept of having normal sex doesn't really do it for me. Have you ever done consensual nonconsent?"
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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a few years and our bones break, a few months and our bones heal by bluest_mar
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Sep 2024
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Eddie hates himself, starts tuning in to watch Hotshots, and hates himself some more.
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09 Dec 2025
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hotshots is a buddie fanfic / buck hurts eddie some more
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The Trials and Tribulations of an Amateur Matchmaker by WabiSabiPapi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Aug 2025
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Buck and Eddie are in love! Only, every time they manage to figure it out, they have this annoying habit of dying immediately after.
Chimney is about to have his hands full trying to keep them alive.
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There are thousands of ways for Buck and Eddie to realize they love each other; Chimney figures out a bunch of them. Unfortunately, there are just as many ways for them to die.
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The procedure to break a succubus curse is not overly specific: it requires another person and an orgasm.
No problem, Sam thinks.
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Fortune Favors the Brave (and the Downright Insane) by WhiskyBoys
Fandoms: Supernatural RPF
04 Feb 2014
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In order to be Formula One World Champion in 1976 you need to be incredibly brave, totally committed and more than a little crazy. The odds of dying in a horrific and painful manner are higher than the odds of walking away champion of the world. Jared and Jensen are fighting tooth and nail to win in the most eventful and fiercely competitive season ever, but when disaster strikes, buried emotions can’t stay ignored for long.
Loosely based on RL events in the 1976 F1 season and the movie Rush but with a very fictional J2 spin that veers drastically away from reality and movie events. You shouldn't need any knowledge of F1 or the movie to enjoy the fic.