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    “How long has this been here?” Shane asked.

    Ilya frowned. “What?”

    “This,” Shane said, pressing gently.

    Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”

    “You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.

    Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”

    “Ilya.”

    “It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”

     

    Or,
    Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.

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    06 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Most of his days are spent staring at his baby while silently willing her to stop crying. To stop needing him. When Ilya is gone, it's far worse. He can keep it together if Ilya is there, because he handles all the major tasks that Shane fears. Even holding her feels impossible, as if one touch to a hair on her head then she is going to break and fall apart in his grasp. While it all comes so naturally to Ilya—he holds her, smells the top of her head and grins like he is the happiest person on planet earth.

    or, i saw a post that said "enough mpreg, what about mpostpartum depression" and i took that on as a mission

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Buck opens his eyes. Eddie stopped playing with his hair, his hand settling low on his neck. He is looking back, down at him, a faint smile on his lips. Tell me, Buck wants to ask, to pull at the thought forming in Eddie’s brain. Tell me, tell me, tell me.

    The topic of pet names comes up, and Buck cannot let the idea go.

    (buddie, pet names, and naming the beat of your heart)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    "I can't be pregnant."

    Ilya made a low noise. "I know it is shocking, Shane, but the doctor said—"

    "No, Ilya, that's not what I mean. I'm not in denial or anything. I'm telling you. I can't be pregnant."

    Ilya shook his head. "Well, you are."

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    Or: the post-TLG shanebortion fic.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Something's going on here. And Buck sure isn't helping, what with his incessant gazing out the window to where he can see Hen and Eddie collapsing into giggles in each other's arms, Hen grinning widely and Eddie now stripped down to his tank. God, his arms are huge, now. When did that happen? And why didn't Buck notice sooner? Why did he have to notice at all?

    Things were way better before Buck realized he wanted to sink his teeth into his best friend's biceps and lick the sweat off his neck and eat him out until he cried.

    (Or, Chris notices something off about Buck and calls him out on it.)

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    23 Jan 2026