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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    It would happen again, of course. His eye would catch on something and then his brain would. An insistent, whining little voice telling him he had made a mistake. He had poured rat poison in the milk, left the burner on, left the gas on. His mother, the entire freshman dorm, Viktor would die and it would be his fault. His mother was the only one who knew. Her mother had been the same way and she helped them both as best she could.
    “I’m sorry,” Jayce said quietly in a weak little broken voice. “I get like this sometimes. I just…I couldn’t stop thinking I’d left it on and that something…something might happen to you.”
    Viktor narrowed his eyes at him, but now it wasn’t in anger. He was studying him, like he was a difficult equation. It was better, but still uncomfortable. Jayce felt like Viktor’s golden eyes were boring into him, picking apart his imperfect brain.

    Day 1 JayVik Hurt/Comfort Week - Mental: Jayce's OCD rears its ugly head for Viktor to see for the first time.

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    07 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    “I’m so sorry,” he says again. He clamps a hand over his mouth. “But I…ah. Think I am going to throw up.”

    Jayce scrambles back.

    “What?!”

    Viktor makes a strangled sound, gag reflex taking over. Jayce lunges for…things. Trash can, hoodie. His own cupped hands, apparently.

    But before he can even find the side of the bed, Viktor politely gathers the duvet out of the way, folds in half, and vomits all over it anyway.

    There's a stretch of profound silence. Then Jayce says, very intelligently: “Okay.”

    Or: Jayce assumes the most complicated part about hooking up with Viktor will be the morning after. He’s right but also so, so wrong.

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    05 May 2026

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    "Hire a professional that fits your schedule, then," Viktor suggests. "There are many women who probe men's asses for a living."

    Jayce groans and squishes the heels of his palms into his eyes, dragging them down his face until they distort his features ghoulishly. "I know. I probably should at this point, just… I don't know. I want it to be more special than that?"

    "Such a romantic," Viktor deadpans.

    Jayce laughs. "Yeah, kinda. Not that it needs to be, like, wedding night sex, I just want—"

    "—Somebody who elected to be there without financial incentive."

    "Exactly."

    "Let me do it," Viktor says, right as Jayce is mid-gulp of his moscow mule. Perfect timing. He half chokes and half laughs, but Viktor is committing to the bit, his eyebrows raised expectantly.

    "Oh shit. Like actually, V?"

    Jayce has a kink he’s itching to satisfy. His lab partner finally puts him out of his misery.

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    04 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    ekko comes to visit.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Jinx hitches a ride on a zeppelin. Jayce and Viktor get a second chance.

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    27 Apr 2026