camisad0ll
Fandoms
- Panic! at the Disco (11)
- Bandom (8)
- Fall Out Boy (2)
- Real Person Fiction (2)
- 21st Century CE RPF (1)
Recent works
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someone like me doesn’t deserve someone like you by camisad0ll
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
06 Apr 2026
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in a world where soulmarks bind destined pairs with inked names on skin, ryan’s mark reads ”brendon urie”, but in his deeply religious and abusive household, it’s nothing short of a curse. when brendon urie, the bright and hopeful frontman of a rising local band, discovers his own matching mark and meets ryan, he refuses to let go. through patience, unwavering love, and quiet defiance, brendon fights to prove that their soulmarks weren’t wrong, and that ryan deserves the kind of love that stays, scars and all.
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after a wild post-show birthday party, a very drunk ryan drags brendon back to the hotel and drops to his knees for the sloppiest, most worshipful blowjob of his life ^_^
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weeks of studio fights, creative clashes, and unspoken jealousy boil over at night on the folie tour bus ♡
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a black moleskine, edges worn from pockets and planes, surfaces in storage. inside was ryans handwriting from the pretty odd collapse. half adoration, half abandonment. ryan reads aloud at 3 am, rain against glass like applause for a show long over. <3
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brendon still calls the ghost of ryan’s number in the dark. most nights it’s voicemail. one night it’s ryan’s voice. cold, final, telling him to stop. some apologies come too late, and some silences say everything.
Recent bookmarks
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The Joker begrudgingly accompanies you on a trip to Victoria's Secret. He changes his tune once he sees you in his colors.
Bookmarked by camisad0ll
06 Jun 2026
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You know, logically, this is the part where you run for the hills, or beg him to spare your life, or squeeze your eyes shut and accept the bullet about to be lodged between your eyes. You don’t do any of that, because you’re fucking stupid, always have been. Matter of fact, you were the slowest kid in your kindergarten class.
You sit there, slack-jawed and wide-eyed, mortified at the feeling of something wet, really wet, between your thighs.
You’re an ugly girl with a dead-end job and no future, no friends, no anything really. At least the Joker thinks you’re cute. Lucky you.
Series
- Part 1 of the antonym of an amalgamation
Bookmarked by camisad0ll
06 Jun 2026
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margot and alana meet at a club, and they awaken something in each other that neither knew existed.
aka mildly feral lesbian sex
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04 Apr 2026
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23 Mar 2026
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It's Only A Crime If I Get Caught by meiloslyther
Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco, The Young Veins
14 Oct 2009
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Ryan is sent to the Urie household for behavior adjustment and scares the living crap out of Brendon. That is, until Brendon realizes Ryan's not as bad as he first thought. Brendon is 17, thus the underage tag.