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His life is perfectly fine as it is, but sometimes, just sometimes, he feels an integral piece of him missing. This tiny brick from the scaffolding of Nakahara Chuuya. Not big enough to make him collapse, only to waver from time to time; like now, wandering the hallways, a little lost, a little mystified.
Maybe that’s what living is with something like Arahabaki harbored inside of him. No matter how deeply he submerges himself into this great and devastating world, a part of him will always feel disconnected. Trapped in a fish tank, watching people come and go, leaving him with nothing but grainy memories.
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26 May 2023
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He hadn't meant for it to go this far. He was supposed to have it under control. Instead his pants were carelessly tossed to the corner of the bed and their shirts were discarded somewhere in the hallway. He tried to ignore the fact he was straddling Dazai’s hips and the way his heart hammered in his rib cage. He tried to ignore the ache in his shoulder from when Dazai had crashed into him and pinned him against the wall.
He was supposed to have this under control.
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02 Apr 2023
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Dazai’s self-assured cockiness that he knows Chuuya flawlessly unexpectedly crumbles to pieces. He said, “You haven’t changed a bit, Chuuya” with such indifferent bravado at their reunion, but he soon realizes Chuuya has changed. Without him. And it kills something inside Dazai.
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29 Mar 2023
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a Dazai coming-of-age story in 5 notebooks
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28 Mar 2023
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I'll give half of my life to you, and you give half of yours to me by meyllah
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 May 2018
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They say the use of automail affects the growth of the user, slows down physical growth. Apparently, it also impedes on the user’s mental development because Dazai is acting like a fucking five-year-old child and Chuuya can't even--
He is so done.
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- Part 2 of Double Black AUs
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25 Mar 2023