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    Sieun’s stomach flips curiously. He ignores it. “I don’t really have a big appetite,” he says, a well-practiced lie.

    or: wanting is wanting, and having is having, and Sieun has learned a long time ago that for him there will never be much of an overlap.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Sieun enlists in the military only to find that Suho's beaten him to it: one week in Deserter Pursuit, with one deserter to catch and one bed to sleep in.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    He still obsesses over the concept of time. It’s a vicious, doomed cycle. He wastes it, loses it, and then some. He pulls strength from his core and forces it out, past the resentment and anger. Sieun, like a lifeline, pulls him back when he strays too far. As soon as Suho can stand on his own feet, his only way forward is to follow him.
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    Ahn Suho comes of age.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Three months into Suho’s recovery post-coma, it’s Sieun who brings the topic back up.

    It’s almost twelve on a Friday night, and Suho’s half-asleep on Sieun’s couch after they had spent the entire afternoon exploring Yeongdeungpo while Sieun’s sitting on the floor with his legs crossed, back leaning against the couch as he does his homework despite Suho’s attempts to get him to go to bed.

    Sieun’s dad isn’t home, but he never really is anyway. The living room is quiet, save for the scribbling noises Sieun’s mechanical pencil makes against his graphing paper, when Sieun says, “After we graduate, do you think we should go somewhere together?”

    Ahn Suho and Yeon Sieun's road trip to the beach.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    If you could do it all over again, what would you change?

    Sieun has to learn to come to grips with the fact that maybe there really is no changing the past, that fate is so called for it cannot be reversed—only accepted.

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    14 Aug 2025

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