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Slow posting! Will be finished at some point, but for your sake, maybe bookmark it and come back in a while.
Castiel doesn’t know where the runaway in Dean has gone, but he’s not sure that man exists anymore. The omega in his backseat has been badly broken. He hasn’t said a word to Castiel; hasn’t protested aside from flinching, hasn’t even pleaded to be spared. He’s just… empty. Tired. Castiel can smell layers of fear, sour and old on the omega’s skin, an emotion so often felt that it’s now a permanent stain on his scent. He can only begin to imagine what Dean has been through to put him in this state of apathy.
At sixteen years old, Dean Winchester signed away his life in order to protect what he loves most. He's spent the last eleven years as the property of various alphas, each crueler than the last. Purchased by a new master that promises him nothing but safety, his life is about to dramatically change - and with any luck, it will be for the better.Series
- Part 1 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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Novak Rehabilitation and Reintegration didn't always have a taser-happy security guard. This is the story of how Balthazar and Meg Masters met.
This is set a couple of years after the end of Heretic Pride and several years before the events of MSW.
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- Part 7 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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Warm Lonely Planet by casuallyneurotic for twirlingflurry
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Jun 2022
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The music is so low it’s barely audible, and the rumbling of the old highway under their wheels is peaceful and soothing. The rocking motion – or perhaps simply sheer exhaustion – had put Dean to sleep not ten minutes after they’d switched, and Castiel can’t say he’s upset about it. His cheek is pillowed on his arm against the window, and the line of his shoulders has softened.
Dean and Cas go stargazing 🌌
(This happens after the end of Maybe Sprout Wings, but spoils nothing important.)
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- Part 6 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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Sam thinks that convincing his brother to get a dog will be another step in his recovery.
Dean vehemently disagrees.
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- Part 4 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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Gabriel has never wanted a slave, really.
Compared to his older brothers, that could easily get him labeled as an anarchist.This is a prequel/spin off from a different and ongoing fic, Maybe Sprout Wings. It tells the story of Balthazar, Castiel's best friend and confidante, and how he went from a life enslaved to the life of a free man. If you liked Balthazar in MSW, and want to know more about both his and Castiel's backstory, this is the fic for you ;)
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- Part 2 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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Maybe Sprout Wings Universe by casuallyneurotic, Count_Wanderlust, HesitateDisintegrate, mslilylashes, NaomiLeyers
Fandom: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Feb 2025
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His body is not his own.
This may not be the first thing they teach him, but it is the first thing he learns.
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- Part 1 of give lilies with full hands
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05 Jun 2025
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One of my favorites of all time. I aspire to be this unbelievably good at writing one day. Insane visuals and prose. Incredible connection with a character’s complex inner thoughts and trauma.
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The man he’s riding with is a nice guy, Dean thinks. Cas, is his name. About 30 years old.
Dean had thought he was nice from the first time the guy fucked him. He wasn’t too rough about it, even though he paid enough that he could be. He touched Dean’s hair when Dean blew him, which made Dean embarrassingly hard.
He doesn’t get a lot of affection, out here on the road, living truckstop to truckstop. It’s why even the hint of it had had Dean gambling, offering his ass up for the next few weeks if the guy agreed to take him along for the ride.
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Dean is a truckstop hooker. Cas is a trucker. He hitches a ride with Cas, planning to head out towards California and his brother. What he finds along the way, though, might make it hard to get out.
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- Part 1 of Ramble On
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20 Oct 2024
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Castiel is accustomed to working with mistreated submissives. At 28, he's one of the leading experts in his field, having pioneered the usage of a much softer style of domination as a treatment for Submissive Rejection Syndrome. His insistence on handling issues of "defiance" with gentleness and patience has ruffled some feathers in the world of submissive psychology, but there’s no arguing with his success rate.
When he gets the call about Dean, though, Cas almost can't believe what he's hearing. Suffering from the exceedingly rare Complete Submissive Rejection Syndrome, Dean has never once in his life gone into subspace, and has become so feral and violent in an effort to keep dominants away from him that he’s in danger of being put down.
The man is a challenge like nothing Cas has ever faced before, and he doesn’t know if mere kindness will be enough to pull him back from the brink. Chasing Dean’s trust, Cas struggles to find a way to tear down the submissive’s walls and show him he’s safe enough to let himself go.
But true trust is a two way street, and Cas has walls of his own. When Dean starts to knock on them, will Cas be brave enough to answer?
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05 Dec 2022
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“What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”
“And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”
or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out
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13 Aug 2022
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Ripped my heart clean out, thank you kindly 💖
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In a world where the supernatural is known and angels can be forced to follow orders, Dean is trying his best to just do his job as a hunter and avoid everything connected to them. However, when his brother goes missing, he has no other option but to ask an angel for help...
Bookmarked by casuallyneurotic
09 Aug 2022