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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    On his worst days, when he felt at his lowest, he was reminded of his mother. When the world comes crashing down around him, when he feels like he’s drowning in how impossible everything is, he knows he is his mothers son, and understands why she couldn’t take it any longer.

    When he was younger he had wished he could carry all his mothers sadness for her, take all the hurt she had to bear and bear it himself. He thinks some days that he got his wish, and when she left him that day she left all her sadness with Ilya.

    There was nothing he could say that wouldn’t be entirely too little, when the feeling itself was all encompassing. Ilya loved his mother, and she died, and now he has to hold that love in his heart forever, with nowhere else to put it. It hurt to hold on to, weighed him down and made his chest feel heavy. What else was he supposed to do? He could never put it down.

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ilya Rozanov runs into Rose Landry outside of a Montreal nightclub.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Staring suspiciously at Rozanov, Shane starts blindly fumbling with the tissue paper. He’s just starting to think that this is a very weird prank and there’s actually nothing in the bag when finally his fingers close around something… silky. Thin and silky. That draws his eyes back away from Rozanov down to his hands — more specifically, to the fucking panties that he’s just untangled from the tissue paper.

    He should probably ask what the big idea is, but his brain has gone all fuzzy and his mouth has gone dry. There are several beats of silence before he manages to speak, and even then, all he manages to croak out is, “Um…?”

    “You have this thing, gifts, in Canada, yes?” says Rozanov. “Is for you. You’re welcome.”

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane is starting to get the impression that when he asked him to stay, he meant the whole night.

    But Shane doesn’t have a toothbrush.

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    An alternate look at the tuna melt scene and beyond.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane has never once regretted letting Ilya take the reins.

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    16 Jan 2026