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    Sometimes, all he can think about is how he’ll kill himself.

     

    “Will! Will, come on- come on, wake up-”

    His lungs shudder as he breathes in, hands gripping his face, his shoulders, alternating wherever they could.

    “That’s it- that’s it, come on, come back to me-”

    He feels dizzy, out of it, the way he always did. He’s pulled into a chest, a heartbeat he could spend forever memorizing, and tries to get his bearings.

     

    Or, Will is going through some shit. He knows a way to get out of it, but... no one seems content to let that happen.

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    20 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Adam would hold his breath. He’d rather die than let Gansey think he needed anything from him. He would rather die than be a charity case. He would rather die than have to listen to the exhale that came out of him when Gansey would pull away.

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    03 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 28

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    A wave never crashes into the shore in quite the same way twice, but it crashes each time all the same.

    or: Charles and Edwin, split apart. A choose your own adventure fic about falling and having fallen, the sea and the shore, and how many ways a name can fit inside a mouth before it simply has to be spoken aloud.

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    27 Apr 2025

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    And Charles doesn’t notice that Edwin doesn't touch him anymore, maybe for no other reason than that he doesn’t want to, because doing so hurts, but then there’s a night when Edwin walks past him and he raises his hand like he wants to brush it against Charles’ arm – his metaphorical heartbeat picks up at that, like Charles has been waiting for this even more than he realised – but then, a second before his hand connects, Edwin pulls it back like he’s been burnt.

    And that, well. That hurts too.

    Edwin stops touching Charles; Charles doesn't deal well with it.

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    30 Mar 2025

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    The first time Charles kisses him, it wipes Edwin’s mind clean like nothing else ever has.
    No case, not Hell, no amount of exhilaration or fear or devastation, none of it compares to the moment their lips meet, nothing even comes close.

    They have been talking about… something, Edwin cannot even remember the topic, and Charles gets a look on his eyes that he has never seen before, something far away and yet so aware, and one second, Edwin is talking and the next, there are lips pressed against his, soft and warm and tender.

    Charles kisses him and it’s like Edwin is finding a new home in his lips, a new purpose in the hand Charles raises to cup his cheek, a new, yet familiar destiny in the little sigh he breathes into Edwin’s mouth; a kiss of life.

    10 times Edwin thinks Charles is kissing him to figure out if he loves him, and one time he knows better.

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    30 Mar 2025