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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Touch me,” His voice is a frail thing. Chuuya can tell it was supposed to sound demanding, but was watered down to a poorly-concealed desperation. He was far too tired, after all.

    “I am?”

    “No, more.” Touch me like you touch Akutagawa after missions, like you want to protect him. Look at me like you look at Tachihara like he’s handsome. You’re my dog. Touch me like you’re attracted to me – like you love me.

    “How?” Chuuya’s eyebrows are knitted and his soothing fingers falter. A worried expression on his face.

    “Like–you–I,” Slowly, slender fingers wrap around Chuuya’s own and guide them towards his chest. “When you’re too near to me during missions, my – this part of me speeds up. Like I can’t breathe.”

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    09 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    Chuuya is on the crux of a realization. A disturbing, vindicating realization. He almost doesn’t want to believe it. Scratch that, he doesn’t want to believe it. But at the same time… he kind of really does. And the evidence is… kind of hard to ignore.

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    Or, Chuuya comes to some... interesting conclusions about his partner.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    “Dazai hasn’t said a word since the ability activated.”

    Chuuya’s blood ran cold. He returned his gaze to the miniature Dazai, and felt his chest clench.

    Even though he had to be terrified, Dazai sat stiffly on Naomi’s lap. His face showed no fear, just a blank stare that was all too familiar to Chuuya. He looked like a lifeless doll with no agency of its own.

    “Dazai, do you know who I am?” Chuuya asked, keeping his voice even.

    OR Chuuya gets hit by an ability, turning Dazai into a baby & leaving Chuuya to take care of him

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Chuuya scoffs, and there’s something else to his tone that Dazai can’t make out, something other than Annoyed At Dazai. “Did you get hit in the fight, idiot?”

    “No?” Dazai guesses.

    But really, he doesn’t know. What fight? Dazai doesn’t remember a fight, and the last time they had a mission, Dazai wasn’t hurt. Chuuya’s making a mistake.

    Dazai can maybe hear soft murmurs that sound a little like what the fuck, but he can’t be bothered with whatever Chuuya’s problem is right now. He’s tired, and his head hurts bad enough that he might actually consider taking painkillers if he were allowed to have them.
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    Dazai gets his shit rocked, literally.
    Day 25 Prompt: Confused and Disoriented

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    16 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    By now, Chuuya is used to Dazai patching him up after missions. It's rare that there's anything too serious after all. But this time there's something he's hiding. After mulling it over for hours, Dazai finally visits his room in the dead of night.

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    14 Oct 2025