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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    In the dream, Jonathan was falling.

    It was not the first time he’d dreamt of the radio tower.

    For days now his sleeping mind had trapped him there, racing and panting and sweating as he climbed to fix the antenna.

    Jonathan wished these were nightmares. He wished that when he looked down, he saw monsters racing after him. Wished that when he looked up he'd see Nancy or Will dangling from the edge of the top platform. It was a fucked up thing to wish for, he knew, but he hated that the most alive he'd felt in two years was while he was racing up a radio tower with a boy he’d hated since high school.

    This dream was not like those. It was cold and fast and soaked with dread.

    It was knowing nothing except the roar in his ears and the certainty of the ground below ending his life.

    Even weirder, he was holding Steve Harrington's hand.

    Alternate version of Operation Beanstalk where Jonathan and Steve fall down the radio tower and Jonathan has to take care of an injured Steve, leading to some honest conversations between the two of them and some sparks Jonathan doesn’t quite understand yet.

    Jonathan’s POV throughout.

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    10 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Jonathan always believed it was his role to protect Will—to be strong when no one else could.

    But when Will dies, that promise turns into an open wound.

    Consumed by guilt, Jonathan begins to punish himself, convinced he doesn’t deserve care or love.

    Joyce, lost in her own grief, fails to see it at first… until the damage becomes impossible to ignore.

    Facing him will be painful, but it’s the only way toward forgiveness, love, and the chance to remain a family.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    As if Billy wants to be in this position. He would give anything to be able to help move shit, but seeing as he can’t fucking see, he can’t do shit except trip over every fucking thing because there’s boxes littering their new house everywhere and everything is new and different and not what he’s used to anymore back in California.

    Not now that he’s stuck here in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, Indiana.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    College is wild. Steve’s doing his best not to be a disaster. It’s just hard when his next-door neighbor seems to be allergic to shirts and looks like a goddamn supermodel.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Billy realized he's screwed up the last eighteen years of his life, the last year especially. That's probably why he doesn't tell anyone when he starts to get sick. They wouldn't really care, would they? What starts off as a small cough evolved into something more serious, just like his relationships.

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    29 Mar 2026