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  1. Rec *

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    Caleb endangers a civilian zone. The next week, he is officially decommissioned. The next month, she is forced to meet him once a week as his court-ordered therapist.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    5 "There are versions of people you meet a little later in life, when maybe some of the rose tints have settled on your own baggage and fairy dust only followed, that when you meet them you think maybe they did their own surrendering."

    6 "Sometimes when she looked at Zayne she couldn't help but think: This is what it feels like to hold the bones of yourself loved, cared for, and fought for. This is what it's like to exist in a body that has never known a lashing or a single unkind word. This is how it looks like walking through a world that was not promised to you, but instead maybe gave you the equipment to never know of such entitlement instead. This is what it’s like to not just know softness, but choose to be it every single day in a world that pushes you to be cruel."

    10 "The hardest people to understand in the world were those without the ingredients to cook themselves into a version of themselves they could live with. All the essential ingredients for Caleb’s DNA were present that day: he had the air in his lungs and the sun in eyes and the people who were willing to bend over backwards to give it to him [...] Everyone had a little darkness in them, but surely at some point any of the people he clearly looked up to would have set him aside to parse through all that bile? Because why did he still have so much wretch?

    just goddamn

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    “Not like that.” His voice has a rich, almost teasing rumble to it as he adjusts his legs, closing them and shifting forward on the couch. He looks up at you expectantly, a silent command in his gaze. Heat blooms in your cheeks as you realize what he wants.

    A swell of embarrassment rises in your chest, making your cheeks burn as you picture yourself draped over his knee, vulnerable and exposed. You bite your lip, torn between hesitation and something undeniably tempting.

    “Zayne…” You can’t keep the whine out of your voice, and the sound only makes the blush creep up your neck further. He lets out a soft, indulgent chuckle, clearly amused by your reaction.

    “Come here, baby,” he murmurs, his voice low and soothing. Tempting. “Don’t you trust me?”

    or, what happens when Zayne catches you in a lie and realizes you're going to need a different kind of reassurance.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    brat tamer soft zaynie i wont u

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    /fāk/

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    Not genuine; counterfeit.
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    The world stops running...

    ...and time is frozen.

    "How interesting." His red eyes shine with intrigue. "Don't you agree, little bird?"

    His feet take him to the edge of that broken wall. Dark, jagged horns spring out of his contrasting pale white hair. The leather shoes, amazingly intact, step off that edge, but Sylus does not fall. He continues to step forward with unwavering confidence, his invisible wings keeping him afloat.

    "Sweetie."

    He laughs at you, of that rich, unbridled laughter.

    You can only look at him all puzzled, wondering if he has a screw loose in his head.

    Sylus bows with that smirk ever-present on his lips, as if inviting you to a dance. His eyes are twinkling with the fire of life and rebellion. In the backdrop, the ominous eye continues to stare unblinkingly.

    "Jump."
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    You last remember being in your world. Then someone called you, and you picked up. Next thing you knew, you had transmigrated into [Love and Deepspace] as the 'main character' in the hall at the start of the story...

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    26 Jul 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Honestly it was on you to think that they all would leave you alone. That you could enjoy your second chance in life without them by your side. You're not going anywhere.

    Not abandoned I promise, just dealing with some stuff in my personal life!

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    26 Jul 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    Your knuckles are bleeding. It stains the vinyl of the bag. They sting with every slight adjustment of your hand, with every punch. They’re probably misaligned, too. On the verge of breaking. But it’s not enough.

    Sweat drips down your forehead and back. You’ve been down here for hours. You don’t want to leave.

    It’s so fucking childish - you know that. But it hurts so fucking bad. Hearing the way he speaks to her, like you’re not in the room. The way he seeks out the banter and teasing conversations they share. The way he looks at her…

    Is the only thing you’re good for your loyalty?

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    26 Jul 2025

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