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no grand choirs left to sing by snowmoon (keouil)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
30 Dec 2025
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Caleb endangers a civilian zone. The next week, he is officially decommissioned. The next month, she is forced to meet him once a week as his court-ordered therapist.
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22 Oct 2025
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5 "There are versions of people you meet a little later in life, when maybe some of the rose tints have settled on your own baggage and fairy dust only followed, that when you meet them you think maybe they did their own surrendering."
6 "Sometimes when she looked at Zayne she couldn't help but think: This is what it feels like to hold the bones of yourself loved, cared for, and fought for. This is what it's like to exist in a body that has never known a lashing or a single unkind word. This is how it looks like walking through a world that was not promised to you, but instead maybe gave you the equipment to never know of such entitlement instead. This is what it’s like to not just know softness, but choose to be it every single day in a world that pushes you to be cruel."
10 "The hardest people to understand in the world were those without the ingredients to cook themselves into a version of themselves they could live with. All the essential ingredients for Caleb’s DNA were present that day: he had the air in his lungs and the sun in eyes and the people who were willing to bend over backwards to give it to him [...] Everyone had a little darkness in them, but surely at some point any of the people he clearly looked up to would have set him aside to parse through all that bile? Because why did he still have so much wretch?
just goddamn
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you can't deny how much you need me by pietha (heartuser)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
18 Nov 2024
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“Not like that.” His voice has a rich, almost teasing rumble to it as he adjusts his legs, closing them and shifting forward on the couch. He looks up at you expectantly, a silent command in his gaze. Heat blooms in your cheeks as you realize what he wants.
A swell of embarrassment rises in your chest, making your cheeks burn as you picture yourself draped over his knee, vulnerable and exposed. You bite your lip, torn between hesitation and something undeniably tempting.
“Zayne…” You can’t keep the whine out of your voice, and the sound only makes the blush creep up your neck further. He lets out a soft, indulgent chuckle, clearly amused by your reaction.
“Come here, baby,” he murmurs, his voice low and soothing. Tempting. “Don’t you trust me?”
or, what happens when Zayne catches you in a lie and realizes you're going to need a different kind of reassurance.
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Fake by UrluluGululuEverythingGoesSmoothulu
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
31 Dec 2025
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/fāk/
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Not genuine; counterfeit.
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The world stops running......and time is frozen.
"How interesting." His red eyes shine with intrigue. "Don't you agree, little bird?"
His feet take him to the edge of that broken wall. Dark, jagged horns spring out of his contrasting pale white hair. The leather shoes, amazingly intact, step off that edge, but Sylus does not fall. He continues to step forward with unwavering confidence, his invisible wings keeping him afloat.
"Sweetie."
He laughs at you, of that rich, unbridled laughter.
You can only look at him all puzzled, wondering if he has a screw loose in his head.
Sylus bows with that smirk ever-present on his lips, as if inviting you to a dance. His eyes are twinkling with the fire of life and rebellion. In the backdrop, the ominous eye continues to stare unblinkingly.
"Jump."
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You last remember being in your world. Then someone called you, and you picked up. Next thing you knew, you had transmigrated into [Love and Deepspace] as the 'main character' in the hall at the start of the story... -
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Honestly it was on you to think that they all would leave you alone. That you could enjoy your second chance in life without them by your side. You're not going anywhere.
Not abandoned I promise, just dealing with some stuff in my personal life!
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Love Me, That's All I Ask Of You by pokemon216
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
25 Oct 2024
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Your knuckles are bleeding. It stains the vinyl of the bag. They sting with every slight adjustment of your hand, with every punch. They’re probably misaligned, too. On the verge of breaking. But it’s not enough.
Sweat drips down your forehead and back. You’ve been down here for hours. You don’t want to leave.
It’s so fucking childish - you know that. But it hurts so fucking bad. Hearing the way he speaks to her, like you’re not in the room. The way he seeks out the banter and teasing conversations they share. The way he looks at her…
Is the only thing you’re good for your loyalty?
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- Part 38 of Love and Deepspace Fics
- Part 6 of The Raven
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A LADS self-aware!AU featuring Sylus and an oblivious player. Hijinks ensues. Also some developing feelings.
That’s it, that’s the plot.
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- Part 1 of Lil S: Runtime Anomaly
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When he begins to lean in, your heart pounds and your stomach flutters. It's a thumping bass that drowns out all other conversations and music around you. All you can hear is your heart. All you can smell is his cologne.
All you can see is him.
Warmth flutters and circulates through your body. A warm that whispers comfort and safety. A warmth that draws you into Sylus just as he draws into you.
This warmth calls to you. Beckons you. It smothers all the guilt, denial, and determination to stay the course.
It says, kiss him, kiss him.
“Don’t you know by now that I adore you?” He mutters into your ear.
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You’re desperately in love with a man who already belongs to another.
All you’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved. But as the only person to ever be born without a soulmate, you know nothing about what that really means.
The universe itself cursed you to never know the deepest and truest love there is for a reason. Because you're unworthy. And you should’ve known your poor attempts to pretend to know what it means to be whole wouldn't last. After all, everyone will always choose truth over your lies. Why should Sylus be any different?
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- Part 1 of Ikigai Universe
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You died.
On the battlefield, a soldier for a country that would replace you without hesitation. Your eyes close to screams, gunfire, rustling leaves, and the grateful meow of a stray kitten. Yes, you died saving a cat, clutching it as you ran from explosions and outstretched hands. Just when you think you’ve succeeded, a bullet rips through your chest. As you fade, the last thing you feel is the kitten nuzzling your face. And, for a second, you swear it speaks.
"Thank you."
Then, you wake up. No battlefield, no war. You’re lying on the hospital bed, and a man stands over you, flipping through a file. You’re in Love and Deepspace...
"You’re awake." He says, studying your file. "I’m Dr. Zayne, and you’ll be under my care for the foreseeable future."
…Except you’re not the main character.
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You are a soldier reincarnated into the world of Love and Deepspace, except you’re not the MC. She still exists. Despite looking exactly like her, you don’t sound or act the same. And to make things stranger, cats follow you everywhere.
(sylus x afab!reader, third-person limited, canon divergence, reincarnation, isekai/transmigration)
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“Stray,” he murmurs. “You don’t belong here.”
She shivers.
He lifts his gun.“But if you want to survive, I’ll make you one of mine.”
She doesn’t understand what he means. Not yet.
But she’s about to.Because the moment she takes his hand—
There’s no turning back.
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Reincarnated into the brutal N109 Zone, she was never meant to be part of this world—let alone his. Sylus was fated to love another, the one he had waited for. And yet, it was her he held at night, her name he whispered, her presence that unraveled him.
She tells herself it’s temporary. That she’s only giving in because of his intensity, his touch, the way he whispers her name like a secret meant for him alone. That she’ll never love him. Never want more. But the more time they spend together—through stolen nights, whispered confessions, and a desire neither can deny—the more she begins to hope for something impossible.
But when MC finally arrives, destiny comes knocking and she knows she should walk away.
Yet fate has never dictated Sylus’s choices.
Because if fate had mattered—he never would have fallen in love with her.Series
- Part 1 of Reincarnated Resident Doctor
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This isn’t how the game was supposed to go.
You're not supposed to be here.
You're an anomaly.
But if you’re already here, then… can’t you just enjoy it for now? Just for a little while? Before the main story begins? Before everything inevitably falls into place?
...Right?
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She once watched Caleb through a screen, yearning for the unwavering love he gave to someone else. Then she woke up in his world—just another lost child, experimented on and discarded.
Years later, she finds him again. But she doesn't remember her as his friend, he suspects she's with the enemy.
If fate wasn't cruel enough, Caleb loses his memory once more. And with a blank slate, he sees her. And he falls.
She knows he's only pursuing her because he can't remember how much he hates her. She can't accept his advances. She has to reject him. She must.
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- Part 2 of Reincarnated Resident Doctor
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you've always hated her. you live your life free from her and caleb. a stranger helps save you from a date gone wrong.
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A Duke's Silence by astarry_moon, zaynessbeloved
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
25 May 2025
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They called him cold. Distant. Impossibly composed. The kind of man you should never try to love because he would never love you back.
You believed that, too. Until you didn’t.
You weren’t the type to be tamed. You were too bold, too curious, too free-spirited for the quiet fate society carved for you. But when your path crossed with the enigmatic Duke of Ashbourne, everything began to unravel—your expectations, your composure, and eventually, your heart.
He was a man no one understood—not even you, not at first. But behind the silence was something raw and aching, something that burned just for you. And once you saw it, once you touched it, there was no turning back.
Together, you didn’t just defy society and its expectations—you rewrote them. One stolen glance at a time.
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- Part 2 of Regency Era AU
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bucky's never seen him hit a woman before.
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21 Jul 2025
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there are marriages built on tenderness.
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21 Jul 2025
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darcy remembers how gentle steve is, and how gentler, with her.
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21 Jul 2025
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you agree to have dinner with your ex-fiancée caleb, zayne is less than thrilled when you come home four hours later than expected. hot possessive sex ensues.
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The Big Bad Wolf by twodove
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Feb 2025
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When a beautiful girl runs into the Big Bad Wolf in an empty forest . . .
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22 Jun 2025
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Lost Curses by twodove
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
12 Nov 2025
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A warm story reminiscing the beautiful youth years of lost kids as they figure out life, friendship, and love through the support of each other in this cruel world of twisted curses.
They were only teenagers. Their blue spring lingered like a dream — brief, bright, and already gone.
♡⸝⸝
Bookmarked by cloudcoffee
22 Jun 2025
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all while she stains the sheets of another by snowmoon (keouil)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
23 Jun 2025
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Caleb sends Zayne one line of text: Hunter down.
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22 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
You hold yourself up by the thread of a needle sometimes. What happens when you run out of thread?