19 Bookmarks by cmhcny

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    “You’re pouting, Jude, like a child,” Erling had said.

    “I’m not a child,” he’d defended himself.

    “Oh? You are a big boy now?” Erling’s mouth was curled conspiratorially, and Jude thought he must have imagined the glint in his eye, though he knew without a shadow of a doubt that he had not.

     


    Or, Jude is alone with Erling for the first time in a long time.

    He makes bad decisions.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    fucking spiritual experience. had to take several breaks

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    When George first reads the words that make up his soulmate mark, he's left disappointed and heartbroken. Unkowingly to him, go-karting prodigy Max Verstappen is wondering why his own soulmate, a person who's meant to love him fiercely and unconditionally, would throw such horrible words his way.
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    Or, George and Max's lives have been intertwined since childhood, but that doesn't mean they're ready to find out that they are each other's elusive, improbable soulmates.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    so insanely good I was worried I would accidentally close the tab and lose it forever.

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    These are things Max can still tell about George, like how he’s lost weight because his agency is a fucking prison and Max is no longer there to tell them to fuck off. Or how despite his tailored suits and white teeth, George is a needy loser who cries too easily and likes picking fights with Max despite it.

    The world doesn’t know anything about George, not like Max does.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    DELICIOUS STUFF

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Having fun?” a certain Spanish accent says behind him.

    He’s staring at the big sculpture on top of the fountain. If his father were here, he’d freak out about Charles working for a company with any connection with Scuderia Ferrari, let alone being in the same room as their representatives. Even though he’s not sure he would have this job if his father were alive.

    Charles shrugs.

    “Not as much as you.” He says in return.

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    Charles works for Sainz Co., and Carlos is his boss’s son.

    Or

    Everyone loves Charles, he doesn't know it just yet.

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    06 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    a lot of emotions with this one

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Everyone wants Carlos Sainz.

    Charles knew this; he knows it. So why does it feel so different now? Why does it feel like everyone wants Carlos?

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    Or Charles is having a shitty beginning of the season and he feels like he's drowning.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    killed me and brought me back to life

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    After awakening from a coma, Neteyam is older, weaker, and desperate to become a warrior again. He trains with Ao’nung, quickly realizing he has feelings for the future Olo’eyktan. As things progress, he is faced with pressure from his family, the clan, and his inner struggle to prove himself. Is it possible to have all of his desires?

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    "The world was drowned to nothingness as Neteyam melted into Ao’nung, falling into him like he fell into sleep every night, sinking into the warmth and softness of his mouth. His lips were like the sea, salty and gentle and powerful, and they parted his mouth open to taste him fully until it was like their bodies had become one."

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    10 Aug 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    Formula 1 is a jungle; they both know this to be true. Anyone who pays attention for longer than five minutes, will gather as quickly. A dangerous, humid hell that can be as mesmerizing as it can be full of threats.

    It’s a circus that is not made for the weak-minded, for the woeful. You need to be sharp, and lethal, and most of all, alive.

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    04 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 26

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    “So, are you mad?” Carlos said right in Charles’ ears, and the Monegasque immediately threw his head back, placing it right beside Carlos’, and a sound very similar to a moan escaped his lips.

    He eyed Charles’ body and a fire ignited inside him at the sight of his boyfriend’s hand holding the base of his cock through his underwear. A wet spot was made where the tip of Charles’ cock was, making it almost translucent, and Carlos’ mouth watered.

    And all because Carlos had raced past him.

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    18 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 42

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    He yanks the balaclava as he seizes the ‘55’ of the garage, each step he’s taken has slowly made the anger subside but still sit in his gut like lava.

    Everyone turns to him with their eyes wide and unblinking and Charles breathes. So, they’re waiting for a scene.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    give me hurt/comfort charlos and I’ll offer you my soul instead

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    Seresin men love with reckless abandon. It’s put every man before him in the ground.

    Jake refuses to be buried.

    He flies like he has nothing left to lose (he doesn’t), a one man army (he is), leaving everyone else in the dust (so they don’t leave him). Admiral Kazansky claps him on the shoulder, says he expects great things from him, and Jake’s smile is feral as the rest of his flight school cohort looks on in disbelief.

    Hangman, they all say, like Jake’s entire personality was a long con, and he ranks first in class.

    Rooster doesn’t look at all.

    (They've got history spanning the better part of a decade and they are absolutely, positively not over it.)

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    10 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this one made me feel things

  11. Public Bookmark 89

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    "It was undeniably, inarguably, most definitely fucked up. You had never meant for it to get this far - really. It had just been a mistake, and not even your own at that, just a stupid slip-up that had sparked something sick and wicked right in the pit of your stomach."

    AKA: Whilst harbouring a secret crush you use your boss’ last name without him knowing. (I know nothing about tax returns or identity fraud, deal with it.)

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    10 May 2024

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    …and now he has come to collect his bride.

    (As many times as it takes.)

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    23 Feb 2024

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    “Those stockings are Gucci, you animal,” she snaps, pearl necklace bouncing on her tits while she squirms in his lap. Her hands curl into fists at his lapel so tight she must be imagining they’re around his throat.

    “Last season,” he yanks at her hair with a smirk.

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    25 Dec 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    Omega can be endlessly patient.

    He has existed, in some form, for an unfathomable length of time. Above Ground, years upon years. In the Pit- well, there’s no way to say. No way to measure. But he has been for a very, very long time. He knows good things come to those who wait.

    Alas, patience is a virtue. Hellspawn such as himself surely couldn’t be found to be practicing that very often. There is, of course, a workaround; practicing said virtue during unvirtuous situations. For unvirtuous reasons.

    As the saying goes, the devil’s in the details.

    Or,

    Omega gives until it hurts.

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    19 Jul 2023

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    Prince Jacaerys Velaryon flies to Winterfell to treat with Lord Cregan Stark.

    "They drank together, hunted together, trained together, and swore an oath of brotherhood, sealed in blood… the Pact of Ice and Fire." - Fire & Blood, George R.R. Martin

    This is that story.

    On either side of their lookout, the Wall extends further than the eye can see; a never-ending barrier of ice that shimmers even as it weeps—beautiful, yet haunting.

    "Welcome to the edge of your realm," Cregan murmurs. His gruff tone has softened, the words brushing over Jace's ear in a caress, coiling heat in his belly.

    The treeline echos the prince's paramour, rustling in the distance as if to greet Jacaerys. And he supposes it's an apt salute, for on the morrow, he will be the first Targaryen to step into the unknown beyond it.

    A journey that begins with Jace's arrival in Winterfell, ends with his departure, and includes a three-part epilogue covering their lives together during his reign as king.

    ❅❅❅

    Jacegan Discord (18+)

    NOW COMPLETE

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    21 Mar 2023

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    Thanatos sees it now. His time with Zagreus gave rise to more than just reverent adoration, far more than what awkward confessions and quiet, gentle lovemaking could slake. There is so much more that lives inside of him, feelings that don't have words and those that do (but should not be said out loud). Ugly, raw feelings that burn him up from the inside out, as impossible to control as they are to deny.

    And Thanatos can no longer do either.

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    21 Mar 2023

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    “You want to ruin him," Sukuna says.

    Maybe Sukuna isn’t wrong about that, Fushiguro thinks in a daze. Itadori’s heart is too heavy and too precious. It’s a burden that shouldn’t be given to anyone else. Because even Itadori himself can’t take care of it, can’t hold onto it for the life of him because he’d rather become the vessel to the most wretched of all curses just to help two people he’s only known for a few months—to help Fushiguro, who he’d only met that night.

    (I can keep it. Fushiguro’s hands move. I can hold onto it, if you want.)

    Maybe Sukuna’s definition of ruin wasn’t all that wrong from what Fushiguro wanted after all. Maybe that did make him just as wretched.

    But if Itadori was still willing to stay beside him, despite knowing that—

    Then there was no reason for Fushiguro to let him go.

    Or—

    Some dreams start to keep Fushiguro up at night, and the cure to stopping them might be closer than he thinks.

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    10 Mar 2023

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    “if i knew it all then, would i do it again?”

    a story in which the bastard daughter of the heir to the Iron Throne with no ambition or lust for power won the heart of a man who could never stop wanting, even when the price was far too high

    |crossposted on wp|

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    13 Jan 2023

  19. Rec *

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    Daemon is heavier than he looks, heavier even than the dragon egg. But he relaxes into the cradle of Rhaenyra’s arms. With a last delighted gurgle—so it seems to Rhaenyra—the babe closes his eyes and falls back asleep. “Hello, nephew,” she says softly. “Hello, Daemon.”

    In which Daemon is Viserys's son and heir, and his aunt Rhaenyra is the only woman he wants.

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    13 Jan 2023

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