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    A series of one-shot extras pre- and post-fic to pair with The Sun Still Rises. Or: The Foxes, Neil Josten, and his brother Alex through the years.

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    11 Jul 2025

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    Neil "I'm Fine" Josten is dying, not because of his father, not because of the Moriyamas... but because of cancer. Go figure.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”

    “Abram,” Andrew returns.

    “I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”

    “You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”

    Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.

    In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.

    Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.

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    17 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Neil Josten has spent years trying to outrun his past, but the ghosts never stopped chasing him. Just when he starts to believe he’s carved out a place for himself—with the Foxes, with Andrew—someone from the life he buried shows up, dragging old wounds back into the light.

    She says she’s not here to cause trouble.
    She says she just wants to talk.

    As secrets unravel, Neil's world and beliefs are shaken to their core. Only time will tell if the new life Neil has built can withstand the one he left behind.

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    07 May 2025

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    Neil is sick and it's fine until it's not.

    There's a lot of soup.

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    18 Apr 2025