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“Ohmygod,” he breathes out, eyes wide as he comes back to himself. He isn’t sure how long he has been staring into space, but when he looks at Buck he can see it’s been a minute.
“Eddie what the hell is going on with you?” it comes out as a whisper, but his eyes shoot up to meet the blondes, concern etching Buck’s already sharp features.
He isn’t sure what comes over him but the next minute he is pushing his best friend in the world out the door, ignoring his protests, saying they will talk later, and shutting the door in his face as he slides down it, head in his hands. Thoughts ruthlessly swirling in his mind as he races to make sense of the situation. Does he have feelings for Buck?
or; Eddie and Buck hookup after getting too drunk at Chimney's bachelor party, Buck doesn't seem to remember and Eddie spirals about it.
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18 Jun 2025
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Buck's kisses surged with an insatiable hunger, sparking a fire inside Eddie that he couldn't ignore. As Buck's warm tongue pushed past his lips, Eddie surrendered eagerly, a deep, throaty moan escaping him, causing a triumphant smirk to spread across Buck's face.
“You’re so good for me, Eds,” he murmured, his voice low and tantalizing.
“B-Buck,” Eddie gasped, overwhelmed by the pleasure, his body responding as another fervent moan slipped from his lips.
Or Eddie has a lot of feelings and panics about it.
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17 Jun 2025
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“First, you pack up at the house and don’t tell me, and now you just sneak in here and hope no one sees you?” Eddie asked, hurt. Buck felt himself tense up at the pain he caused his best friend.
“It’s tragic, isn’t it? I can’t even face the people who matter to me,” Buck told him. He turned to look at Eddie.
Eddie was leaning against the door frame, and Ravi started to walk out. “No, you stay,” Eddie said sternly as he looked at Ravi.
Ravi looked between them and didn’t know what to do. He leaned back against the locker. Buck let out a frustrated sigh. “What, now?” Buck asked angrily.
“You think that no one wants to say goodbye? You just left the group chat like it was nothing. You gave your transfer request to the interim Captain after Gerrard left, like it was nothing. No one knows how to talk to you, Buck. You just cut everyone off.” Eddie said. But Buck didn’t cut everyone off, no, he just started talking less, he just hoped no one noticed, but of course Eddie did. Eddie always noticed when Buck self-isolated.
Or, what happens when Buck moves out, leaves the 118, and ghosts Eddie Diaz?
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- Part 1 of It's Just a Number
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17 Jun 2025
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Bobby is dead. Buck and Eddie find ways to support each other in the aftermath. They’re just two men carrying infinite grief and not enough language for it. Buck is falling apart, Eddie is numb. They don’t know how to move on without their Captain. Eddie wants to believe he’s normal, unbroken. While Buck just wants to be enough for someone before it’s too late. An aching story of guilt, grief, love and lust and the things strong men like them never say aloud.
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02 Jun 2025
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Buck is greedy. He knows that. But is he really greedy for wanting only one thing?
He just wants Eddie to want him. To need him. He's balancing on a fine edge of being normal, not too much, and desperately clawing at any chance to have more of Eddie. All he has to do is keep being a blood bag and hopes everything does not fall apart. Everything in between is just collateral.
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26 May 2025