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“Will you?” Ghost asked, as MacTavish stepped out onto the pavement, blinking at nothing. He looked around, and his eyes fell on a young couple; the boy had an arm around the girl’s waist, and they were both laughing as he tugged them along.
“Yeah,” he replied, for no other reason than the alcohol. “Yeah, probably.”
“Alright,” Ghost grinned, like it was that easy. “Train’s inbound at six tomorrow evening.”
riley gets invited along to a family reunion while mactavish is in the middle of a sexuality crisis. he resolves to try and solve the issue by getting drunk together
note 17/09/2025 - i changed the name from ‘a year and a war’ to ‘look of love’! it’s the same work <3
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- Part 65 of yours to keep
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- English
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- 36,489
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02 Sep 2025
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Better Lucky by gallifrey_skies
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
08 May 2016
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MAY THE HORSE BE WITH YOU!
Rey's dream job involves a lot more dirt that most people's -- but she loves it just the same. As a hot-walker working for up-and-coming trainer Poe Dameron, she spends her days working with racehorses alongside her friend Finn, including talented race-mare BB Eight. But when start-up millionaire Ben Solo moves his barn in next door, things are about to get really interesting at Jakku Downs Racetrack... Star Wars horse racing AU.
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- English
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- 76,520
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- 44/44
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13 May 2025
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Amygdala by PalenDrome (nerdherderette)
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
27 Mar 2016
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Rey Kenobi is a promising surgeon who has been assigned to spend the next two months training at Arkanis University Hospital. Not only will she be without the support and companionship of her best friends Finn and Poe, but she has to contend with Dr. Snoke, the critical chair of neurosurgery; a jealous Dr. Bazine Netal; a devious Dr. Hux; and a tempestuous Dr. Kylo Ren. SWTFA characters and references in a Grey's Anatomy setting. Slow burn and angst culminating in smut and fluff.
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"You're one to talk. I've seen the women you keep in your company." She spat out the words, laced with a hint of jealousy. "Isn't that what you like, Dr. Ren?"She grew bolder, sliding her body towards him suggestively. "Isn't this what you want?"
His voice strangled in his throat. He pressed forward so his right leg straddled her hip, his arms encircling her face, a feral look in his eyes as he responded.
"Be careful what you ask for, Rey. You just might get it."
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- English
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13 May 2025
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City Lights by TearoomSaloon
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
15 Aug 2017
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His apartment was small and their jobs were demanding, but they found time to share. Oh, did they find time.
Let's face it, this is a narrative told outside of chronological order, some parts more explicit than others. Tags for each part are in their summaries.
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- English
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- 67,278
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- 28/?
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13 May 2025
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An old bottle of whisky, a tiny little crucifix, and two exhausted 141 soldiers.
Soap's nan always said the Devil loved idle hands.
He's about to find out just how much...
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Soap sees Ghost with a man, and it ignites desires in himself he'd thought he'd long since rid himself of.
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23 Jul 2024
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There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.
Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.
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16 Jun 2024
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04 Apr 2024
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Simon Riley, captain of the Manchester Soldiers, is one of the best goal scorers in the entire premier league. For some reason, however, he cannot score a goal against John MacTavish to save his life. It's driving him a little mad at this point.
When John gets booted from his team for a "breach of contract" Simon does his best to be professional, to welcome his new goalie. That's what good captains do. It's just a shame MacTavish is such an arrogant prick.
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- Part 1 of Yellow Card
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- 99,642
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- 40/40
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06 Jan 2024
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Ghost arches a critical, amused brow just to watch MacTavish scowl. “Well, there’s your problem, sir. Maybe if you stopped fuckin’ women half your size you’d be gettin’ somewhere past the halfway mark.”
“And you’re suggestin’ what — that I find some girl and stick my prick up her arse?”
“It has to be a woman?”
MacTavish stares at him, struck silent. Ghost inches his knees apart and tries and fails to keep the smirk off his lips when his captain’s eyes drop. He watches as MacTavish’s throat bobs, swallowing heavily before he rasps, “I’m not gay, Riley.”
Ghost nods easily. He doesn’t spit the word, at least, doesn’t cringe away at the mere suggestion. Just a statement: he’s not gay, so he hasn’t considered asking a man. “‘S alright,” he grins, lilts his tone into something blithe and oblivious as he bends his knee, frames the bulge in his leggings just so — “More for me, I suppose.”
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- Part 1 of love's a fire
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- 11,401
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- 1/1
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28 Dec 2023
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The paper crinkled when he dragged it out from where he had stuffed it into his backpack, already ripped in the corners and scuffed from the harsh treatment when he ran to the gate earlier. He skimmed over the tags again, the first one being the one that caught his eye ‘military romance’, the rest of the tags weren’t too important as he ripped the paper. Sue him for latching onto it, maybe it was so hilarious that he could get through at least half the flight not bored out of his mind.
The ripped brown paper revealed a smooth black cover, a tunnel ending in a white circle with a soldier carrying another one over his shoulders, the title in plain white letters ‘Solider heart’. Soap flipped it, finding the reviews and a simple summary on the back. The author being anonymous, only the initials of what most likely already was pseudo name, ‘RS’. It held many awards, even called internationally best selling romance novel of it genre, which raised some eyebrows.
What had started as the longest flights of his life, turned out to be the shortest.
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Five times Soap introduced someone to a book + 1 time he didn’t
Ghost is a famous anonymous author and Soap loves his books, they fall in love<3
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- 11,696
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18 Dec 2023
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Soap is an annoying brat of an omega getting on Ghost’s last nerve.
Ghost’s a ticking time bomb that Soap’s just dying to set off.
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Ghost enters his rut, and Soap joins him for the ride.- Language:
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- 7/7
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11 Dec 2023
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In a fit of insecure jealousy, Soap’s longterm boyfriend proposes a threesome to help fix their crumbling relationship.
Soap doesn’t think it’s a good idea, but Ghost seems strangely eager to offer his assistance.
If only so he can break them further apart.
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Soap’s boyfriend hedges his bets, but Ghost’s playing for keeps.
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- 2/2
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29 Nov 2023
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"Little far from home, aye?"
"If you call a fifteen minute walk 'far from home,' then sure."
Johnny balked at him. "Ye live in Glasgow? Since when?"Nine years. Took nine fuckin' years to run into you.
"Not long," Simon lied.
After a decade apart a retired Simon and Johnny meet again.
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13 Nov 2023
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“I’ll help. Got leave Price’s been hassling me to take. If you’ll have me, anyway.”
Johnny looked at him like he had gone mad, and Ghost resisted the urge to fidget. Few people could throw Ghost off his game the way the Sergeant did, but the surprise on the man’s face did something to his stomach that he decided not to think about. “I- uh. You sure, LT? It’s a lot of work,”
Mother MacTavish said something again, and Johnny pulled his phone back to his ear, still watching Ghost as if waiting for him to deliver the punchline of one of his terrible jokes. “Yeah, I’m still here, sorry Mam. I, uh, might have a helper. Would it be alright t’ have my uh, Lieutenant come help?”
More chatter. Johnny’s mother sounded… loud. But Johnny grinned. “A-aye, that one, Mam. Aye, alright Mam, we’ll see ya then. Get th’ guest room up?” The response was distinctly scolding, and Johnny bit his lip to suppress another smile. “Aye, love ya too. Tell the girls hi for me, aye?” When the call ended, Johnny set the phone down on the cot beside him and looked at the masked man still standing awkwardly in his room. And he smirked. “So, LT. You ever worked with sheep?”Oh yes. He had made a terrible mistake.
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- 11/?
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15 Oct 2023
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Soap has been wrangled into visiting home for the first time in a long time for Christmas.
Ghost volunteers to go along with him.
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- Part 1 of MacTavish Christmas Special
- Language:
- English
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- 75,843
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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14 Oct 2023
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“Don’t kill me,” Soap blurts out and, Christ, that was not a good start. Ghost raises a brow, waiting for the bomb to drop. “But, uh, want to be my boyfriend?”
when soap invites ghost back home to scotland for a week, ghost hadn't imagined he would wind up in a fake dating scheme to trick soap's family, of all people. it also doesn't help that he's head over heels in love with soap, of all people.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1,533
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13 Oct 2023
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Within Monsters by AnonymousMink
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Oct 2016
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This is the last place she ever thought she’d end up.
When work dries up on Jakku, a desperate Rey enlists with Galactech-- a tech company who will hire anyone with the right skills, and work for anyone for the right price. Now trapped onboard the Finalizer, Rey is both horrified and fascinated by the dark tales she hears about the leader of the Knights of Ren and the mysterious Force he controls.
But, when a chance encounter awakens a power within her she has never known, it may just be Kylo Ren’s fascination with her that becomes her undoing.
- Language:
- English
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- 132,760
- Chapters:
- 46/46
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- 1
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12 Apr 2016
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08 Apr 2016
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Waiting for Salvation by Rellie
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
08 Aug 2016
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Stranded on a desert planet, with no one to rely on but each other, they come to realise one thing.
They could both die here.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,121
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Comments:
- 563
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- 1,078
- Bookmarks:
- 160
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- 25,497
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06 Apr 2016
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Redemption and Ruin by BregoBeauty
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
13 Nov 2017
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Luke Skywalker knows all about balance in the Force. He knows how one can be tempted to the Dark and also pulled back to the Light. He knows they aren't exclusive.
He watched his nephew, his sister's only child, be seduced by the Dark. He lost his students, all of them, to the machinations of Snoke. He failed Ben. He failed his sister.
But then he feels a disturbance in the Force. An awakening at the hands of his nephew. As bright as she is, Rey carries darkness in her the same as Ben still carries light.
He knows this girl is his nephew's only chance at redemption. He also knows that doing so will ruin her.
There cannot be Darkness without the Light. The Force seeks balance above all else.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 126,003
- Chapters:
- 62/62
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- 311
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- 494
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- 133
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15 Mar 2016