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  1. Rec 16

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    He frowns. Letting his feelings get in the way of his rationale isn’t ideal.

    But how can he cope? How can he cope when he’s been pining for so, so long? Over an alpha of all people? He feels the prickle of frustrated tears brim his eyes.

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    Everyone knows Captain America is an alpha. His tragic romance with Howard Stark is as popular a topic for movies and academic papers as his exploits in the war. Sure, Stark never said a word, and he clearly moved on, given that Tony Stark is currently alive. But even now, people like to gossip in hushed whispers about how sad it is that Howard Stark passed away a mere two years before they found the good Captain in the ice.

    Bucky gets it, alright? Alpha/omega is the norm. Matches sanctioned by god or whatever bullshit your conservative Christian sect of the day likes to ramble about. It’s the twenty-first century, and the world still runs on a maddening policy of straight until proven otherwise. Thing is, Bucky has most certainly proven otherwise and has been doing so since he was a wee alpha panting after some knothead or the other because being queer didn’t magically make him any less stupid than your average horny teenager.

    Bucky’s an alpha, Bucky likes alphas, and he’d love nothing more than to climb Steve Rogers like a goddamn monkey bar.

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    Steve meets Bucky on a flaming helicarrier. It’s not the most romantic first meeting, what with the Nazis and the bullet wounds, but they make it work.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    There’s been a situation, Nat texts. It’s Steve.

    Bucky doesn’t actually know what the situation is. She wouldn’t tell him over the phone—wouldn’t say anything except promise that Steve’s alive and safe. Bucky keeps thinking about how she almost said ‘uninjured’ but then swallowed it down.

    He’s always had an active and morbid imagination. He remembers thinking the war made it worse, but boy, the war had nothing on the seventy years that followed. Worst-case scenarios flash through his mind. He lets it because shoving them down and thinking of Jesus never works. If nothing else, they’re a good distraction, and if the flash-parade of Steve injured and hurt and scared and broken disturbs him, at least he knows none of it’s real, unlike the dreams from which he wakes up screaming.

    Still, nothing could have prepared him to walk into the compound and be faced with Steve fucking Rogers standing tall and unharmed but also three sizes bigger and distinctly green.

    “What the fuck?”


    Steve gets blasted with gamma rays. Bucky’s size kink triples in size—much like Steve.

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  4. Rec 94

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    “You brought a weapon into my pack lands.”

    For a moment, Steve looks like he doesn’t know how to respond to that. Then he sighs, shaking his head like Bucky’s some young pup yapping at him. It’s such a quintessentially Steve gesture, and Bucky would usually find it endearing, but tonight, he’s got the moon singing in his blood, and his emotions are volatile, not quite his.

    He bares his teeth and stalks forward—only to still when Steve smiles, wide and wild, white teeth flashing like a knife between the dark scruff of his beard. It’s the smile of a man who got exactly what he wanted, and even half lost to the moon fever, Bucky knows it spells trouble.

    “Sweetheart,” Steve says, voice dripping a sweetness that makes Bucky’s hackles rise, “I am the weapon.”

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    Bucky’s pack doesn’t allow humans into their land during the full moon—even though Bucky’s the alpha and Steve’s not a normal human. But Steve’s never been one to follow the rules.

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    23 Jan 2025

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  5. Rec 14

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    “I slice into living human beings for a living.” They both laugh hysterically.

    “Surgeon.” Steve quips, admonishing him with a finger wave, but the look in his eyes tells a different story. One he would really like to read.

    In bed.

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    One where he, Lloyd fucking Hansen, is not the top of the food chain predator in this situation.

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