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    Renee adopts a disapproving glare, the closest to Neil’s own he’s seen on her face. Matt, despite how much he’s had to drink, is immediately contrite.

    “Sorry, Neil. That was invasive.” says Matt, hands held up in surrender.

    But Neil doesn’t get it.

    “Why would he choke me?”

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    Someone makes a joke about choking in bed. Neil can’t stop thinking about it.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Andrew’s fingers slide around his neck, reaching his jaw until his thumb brushes lightly on his uninjured cheek. He forces Neil’s head up again. “Hey, look at me,” Andrew says. “Don’t lose yourself, rabbit.”

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    It's Neil's 5th year and he's just got injured during a game, but don't worry! He's doing absolutely fine.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Neil had a leg draped over Andrew’s, his hand on Andrew’s chest, and his head on his shoulder. Andrew was reading some book Renee gave him, and he seemed to be really into it. For a while, Neil skimmed the pages as Andrew read, but he got bored pretty quicky and let his mind wander. His eyes fell to Andrew’s chest, even beneath his shirt, Neil could see the thickness of it. He could see the beautiful muscles hidden by the fabric, he could see the rise and fall of Andrew’s chest as he read.

    His biceps are huge. It’s unfair, really, for someone as short as Andrew to be as strong as he is, but it’s something that Neil absolutely loves about Andrew. He loves that Andrew is strong, but he’s not too lean. He never really felt physical attraction before Andrew came along, and now, he can’t get enough of Andrew’s body. He can’t get enough of his thick thighs, pecks, or biceps. He can’t get enough of his stomach that isn’t quite flat, but almost all muscle. He can’t get enough of his shoulders, how wide they are, how they looked when he moves, how when they moved, his back muscles also did. It’s mouth-watering.

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    In which Neil shows his appriciation for Andrew's muscles 😉

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.

    If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.

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    No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Shut up.”

    “I didn’t say anything–”

    “Sleep, Neil.” Andrew’s tone is demanding, and before Neil can even argue back further, he breaks out in a yawn. He rolls his eyes at Andrew’s slight smug expression, and slips his eyes closed. Neil places his hand back out next to him, and feels a fluttering in his chest when Andrew links their pinkies together. It’s enough.

    It has to be.

    or;
    Neil has a bad night

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    20 Apr 2026