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    "Chuuya—"
    "Don't fucking—*don't!* Fucking SPARE me! I don't need your or anyone else's help! You are the LAST person who has the right to offer me anything! FUCK!” Chuuya shrieks, then he collapses onto the floor screaming.
    The floor shatters under him as For the Tainted Sorrow roars in his veins.
    “Shit,” he curses, watching fragments of the floor start to float up around him. “Shit-shit-shit!"
    His hands are shaking, but he can’t get gravity to respond. He can’t get his own body to respond.
    Then a cool hand lands on his shoulder, and everything clatters back to the ground.

    *“I won’t leave you.”*

    Or, Chuuya breaks, and Dazai spends a year putting his pieces back together, no matter how many times he cuts his fingers on their sharp edges.
    At the end, they’re both softer for it.

    Epilogue starts at chapter 39!

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Nakahara Chuuya has his reasons for not wanting to fall in love again anytime soon, especially during his au pair year in Yokohama. His host brother, Dazai Osamu, plans to change that.

    Translation into Russian available on Ficbook

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    04 Dec 2025

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    After Hirotsu gives them their offerings, they exchange rings, and Dazai never, not once, breaks eye contact even as they're instructed to kiss. Chuuya expects a wet tongue in his mouth as some sort of demonstration of dominance, so he's surprised when Dazai's hand lifts to cover them both, and the only thing that's pressed to his lips — the corner of them, to be precise — is a dry, fleeting kiss.

    And then it's done.

    Chuuya is officially, irrevocably married to the one and only head of the mafia.

    Or, an AU in which king of the sheep Chuuya has to marry port mafia boss Dazai to get one of his people out of jail.

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    25 Nov 2025

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