10 Works by deadsublime
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As Jay and Jake are separated by distance as the band is on tour, they both find a solution to their pent-up stress; phone sex.
And the real thing when Jay gets back from being on the road.
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- Part 5 of chasing sunlight universe
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Jay sees it all; he sees Jake’s honey-tan skin glowing beneath the light, like he’s the sun. And Jay can’t fathom holding the very sun in his own arms. How they got there, Jay doesn’t know. Maybe, if Jake is the sun, Jay is the Earth; the ineffable gravitational pull between them keeps him circling closer, again and again.
Jay likes skateboarding and metal music; Jake likes math and reading books. But when the two find an unlikely friendship in each other, things slowly descend into something deeper.
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Sungchan never thought he’d see his first true love again. After he and Anton called it quits their senior year of high school, he thought they'd become estranged for good; until he finds himself just mere feet away from Anton at a live show years later. Anton, now a big rockstar and bassist of a band, finds himself crawling back to the muse that he once had in Sungchan. And when things start to rekindle between them, Sungchan might just find himself wrapped up in the world of the band, too.
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Jake loves watching Jay do this. He loves seeing his boyfriend at his happiest, in his natural state, which is with a guitar in his arms. He loves when Jay plays him soft acoustic renditions of their favorite songs until Jake falls into slumber. But now, Jake doesn’t know; now that it’s taking Jay away from him.
Or, Jake learns how to stop holding his breath, despite the unknowns to come.
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- Part 4 of chasing sunlight universe
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But Jake can’t help but feel conflicted as he realizes in that moment that the love he felt for Jay will be forever in him, through every lonely birthday, through every treacherous winter.
Wherein Jake celebrates his birthdays quietly after he breaks up with Jay, each winter reminding him of what once was.
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Jay’s gaze falls back to the photograph on the mantel, the one of him and Heeseung lost in the moment, lost in the music. Lost in each other’s eyes, more than anything. Facing one another, sights secured on each other. The tension between them is like a string; a thin line that connects them, and Jay wonders what that string might look like now; if it’s even still in one piece, if it’s worn and weathered. Maybe it’s frayed at the edges, hanging on by a single thread, stretched with time and distance. Or maybe, it’s still there, invisible but intact, waiting for one of them to pull.
Wherein Jay and Heeseung are ex-bandmates; only until Heeseung, for some unknown reason, asks Jay to help with his second solo album, and hell breaks loose. Again.
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But as Riki thinks of Jake again, of his pinky brushing his, their lips touching, he realizes that that moment, no matter how tormenting the aftermath had been, was the closest thing to heaven he would ever feel.
Riki meets Jake in the eleventh grade, when their lives are finally changing and starting to take shape; but in the confines of their conservative small town, the two struggle to understand the feelings that surface between them. As they grow into adolescence and learn what it feels like to love, that very emotion might be the very catalyst to their downfall.
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- Part 3 of chasing sunlight universe
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Jake never thought summer would feel like freedom. But going into his final year of university, and after Jay has graduated, the two embark on a road trip down the Pacific coast. With college behind Jay and no clear plans ahead, they long for one last adventure before everything changes. But as the miles grow between them and Seattle, something unspoken lingers between them.
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- Part 2 of chasing sunlight universe
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"Thank you," Jongseong sighs. "For the bra. And the orgasm."
jaeyun and jongseong go bra shopping, and can't seem to keep their hands off each other.
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”My whole life, I’ve been told I’m not a good person, that everything about me is wrong. And I had to just learn that it was true. And I believe it’s true.”
“You’re a good person. I’ve seen you, Jake, and I love who you are.”
Jake, having lived a sheltered life under his religious parents' control, seeks a new beginning after transferring to a new school in the heart of Seattle. He meets new people, Jay Park being one of them, who shows Jake a whole new way of living. The two, growing closer than ever, might be able to heal from their troubled pasts; but as their relationship deepens, so do the challenges they face.
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- Part 1 of chasing sunlight universe