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let the rain fall down (i'm coming clean) by shions_heart for paralogistical
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
15 May 2026
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When Ivan stands Till up for their date (?), it ignites a chain reaction of events that leads to a shocking (?) revelation.
Maybe (possibly) Till has feelings for Ivan that go beyond friendship. But what can he do about it when his best friend is the school prince, and he's a social outcast?
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19 May 2026
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At twenty-one, Till believed that he had everything figured out. After all, he was a failed child actor who managed to make a successful comeback and become a promising model. He just has to keep his insecurities hidden from the prying eyes of the public and his perfect act will help him get to the top.
But what if it won't be fans or fashion designers who will see through his act, but his one and only true rival?Or,
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To Till, there was something exhilarating about provoking Ivan, who always looked so composed even during their shows. Their gaze would linger on each other, a playful smirk forming on Till while Ivan drilled his eyes into him.
Ivan might look calm, but he was already thinking of all the possible things he could subject Till to after arriving to their hotel room.Or: Ivan facefucks Till so hard he throws up
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01 May 2026
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does it get you off playing games with me? by devilmaid
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
24 Apr 2026
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Till's life is busy, but he has no complaints or regrets. He plays basketball for "The Astronauts," Anakt University team. He balances studies, training, and his secret passion for music. He hangs out with Mizi and calls his mom almost every day. Till is happy. There isn't much to it.
He's also a beta, which means less drama in his (nonexistent) romantic life. But for some strange reason, Till was always a bit sensitive towards pheromones, even if he was supposed to be scent blind. Most people also say he smells weirdly sweet, and it led him to awful situations with alphas. Outside his teammates, Till seeks relationships only with omegas and betas. No way in hell is he letting a knothead alpha dominate him! That's gross! Omegas are soft, and betas are simple. Till likes soft and simple things.
So, when Mizi takes him to meet her new girlfriend at a fancy sports center, Till's eyes are on the elegant, talented figure skater stealing everyone's attention. And well, figure skating is a sport for omegas, right? That handsome man is definitely one. It's only logical.
...Right?
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25 Apr 2026
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Just a minute ago, all was fine, Till could feel the medication slowly kicking in, calming him. He just wanted to drink some water, go back to bed, sleep a little until his mom comes home and makes food. Ivan had never been a threat to him.
They had rough times, sure- but never like this.
Never like this.
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11 Apr 2026
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“So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.
“All of them,” Ivan corrects.
“Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”
“You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”
Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.
OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.
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07 Apr 2026
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Sometimes Till doesn't know how to ask for exactly what he's thinking about, but he gets what he needs anyway.
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04 Apr 2026
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Till comes out, steam following behind him and wearing a loose shirt and shorts that skim his upper thigh, revealing his dewy skin that glows from moisture.
“So,” Till starts, snapping Ivan's attention to him. He had removed his glasses and is currently rubbing his ash hair with a towel to dry it as he walks towards Ivan. “How old did you say you were?”
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Or Ivan lies a few times
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01 Apr 2026
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Till didn’t understand people’s obsession with hybrids.
The general consensus had flip-flopped between them being dangerous, to essential for society, to the ideal pet of esteemed households. Till didn’t think he was wrong to write them off as nothing more than fads. Besides, they were extremely rare. Only the super wealthy had hybrids in their service. The public barely interacted with them and some people in town had never even seen one.
So it was a surprise to Till that Mizi of all people got one.
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Till comes up with the brilliant idea to purchase his very own hybrid to be the new playmate of Mizi's new hybrid.
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- Part 1 of Hell Hound
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30 Mar 2026
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Artworks and doodles of Jockemo AU
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28 Mar 2026
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Till’s day had started off terribly.
Getting into a screaming match with Urak, then being bullied and utterly humiliated at school.
He could only hope his way home would be peaceful. Unfortunately, reality was far from that.
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28 Mar 2026
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“I’m staying over on Friday. You promised already, I won’t let you tell me no.”
Ah… so he was jealous. This was getting inconvenient.
“Till…” Ivan looked apologetic. “I can’t simply invite someone who wasn’t invited-”
“Can’t you?” Till mocked his overly formal tone, blowing another puff of deliciously scented smoke in his face. Not because of the artificial sweetener. Just the knowledge that it came from Till’s mouth was enough. “You’re the host, jackass. You can do whatever you want. I’m your boyfriend, if those assholes don’t like it, they can get the fuck out of your house, yeah?”
“Yes,” Ivan replies instantly, almost breathlessly. “Of course, Till, you’re right. Are you sure? I know how much you dislike parties.”
“I can handle it.”
For both of their sakes, Ivan really hoped that he could.
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27 Mar 2026
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guide to getting good with your hyung ft bratty tsundere by Entelecheia_8970
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
24 Mar 2026
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"I don't need you to baby me, Ivan.”
Ivan's jaw clenches. Till catches it and he's glad he's wearing a strong scent blocking patch over his nape so Ivan and nobody around them can't smell just how affected Till is.
It's stupid, their whole animosity probably but Till knows that Ivan hates him.
or Till has always had a peculiar relationship with his older brother
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26 Mar 2026
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Till's a very normal college student. No, really.
Although he's an outcast that has a grand total of three friends (and one of them only tolerates him), he considers himself to be okay in general. As normal as it can get when your side hustle is murdering the scum of society that infest the Anakt campus.Unfortunately, his own actions backfire on him, and now he's stuck with the campus' heartthrob, captain of football team, star of every student's wet dreams Ivan's company.
There's definitely a lot more about him than meets the eye.Till's doomed and going to jail, he's sure of it.
Can this get any worse?Yes, it can.
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20 Mar 2026
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The whole day had led up to this— Till would finally get his orgasm. The orgasm that was ripped away so cruelly that morning when he was desperate as one could be, the one which thoughts of had brought him strength in times of need.
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When Till finally was close enough to lean forward and shove his hand into his bag, all thoughts he could've had in that moment were overridden with a single emotion— confusion.
The pocket was empty.
(Or, Till tries to find a solution to his untimely problem. Ivan solves this problem by creating new problems.)
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18 Mar 2026
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Losing Your Virginity to Your Rock Star Best Friend (Ivan x Reader) by aryu
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Jul 2025
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Till likes to write stories. As it happens, they’re stories about him and his best friend slash rock star crush, Ivan. This isn’t a problem until he loses his notebook.
“I didn’t know you were a writer, Till-ah.” His hands squeeze around his waist, and Till’s hips jerk with sensitivity he can’t hide. The whole desk shudders as Ivan shoves closer. He’s rock hard behind his zipper; Till can feel it against the inside of his leg when he pushes it against him. “It’s quite compelling.”
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14 Mar 2026
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Till loses a bet and has to go on a date with the school’s resident emo.
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08 Mar 2026
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Ivan didn’t dignify his retort with an answer. His fingers brushed over the leather on his sheath.
“Touch him again,” Ivan’s voice came out flat. Not a threat. Not a request.
His thoughts reprimanded him; telling him not here, Ivan ignored it.
He just needed a reason.
Till sniffled, pain blooming into a headache as he cradled his forehead. Freddie cackled, finding his discomfort funny. He lunged forward, his arm shooting out ready to gather a fistful of Till’s hair.
Ivan got his reason.
His katana made a sharp, clean sound as it withdrew from his waist. It happened so fast, no one processed the motion–until Freddie’s arm was rolling on the floor and blood was gushing out of where it used to be.
This story is now available in Russian, translated by like_a_black_sorrow
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07 Mar 2026
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Just peak, words can't describe on how much i love this fic
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"What's up?" Ivan tries.
A quick scan of Till's face shows he's barely slept, stressed out of his mind by projects he's sure, and Ivan's heart pangs with worry. His makeup is worn like he wasn't able to take it off the night before and had to simply redraw the eyeliner. Still, there's a seriousness in his face that Ivan can't overlook.
Till looks focused when he demands, "Strip."
Or: Till is so stressed out about his midterms.
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- Part 1 of [🏈💀/jockemo/Ωverse ]
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06 Mar 2026
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Till would often see Ivan with a pretty omega and sometimes even alphas hanging off his arms so when Ivan entered the mating run, Till had thought Ivan had reached enlightenment and grew from his fuckboy ways.
Clearly, Till is embarrassingly far off the mark with the way Ivan is latching onto Till like he is a feral animal reduced to his base possessive instincts.
Or Till digs himself a hole
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06 Mar 2026