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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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27 May 2026
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no, it’s for the better by window_angel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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“You know, I don’t think we’ve actually said more than five words to each other since, um… since the last time.”
“The last time? I don’t think I remember. I guess it’s been so long.”
Ilya was lying straight through his teeth. He remembered every moment of that afternoon like it was yesterday: remembers the elation of letting the cry of “Shane” pass through his lips and the crack in his voice as he begged “Hollander”. He had been sitting on that couch, with the taste of tuna and cheese stuck to the inside of his mouth and a puddle drying on his stomach, for the last thirteen years. But he couldn’t say that.
He needed Shane to tell him. Needed somebody — the only other person in the world who knows what happened that day — to confirm he wasn’t crazy, that he didn’t imagine the whole thing. That there had been something real, even if just for a millisecond. He needed somebody to tell him back the story he’d been picking apart with a magnifying glass for the better part of two decades.
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The tuna meltdown was really, truly the end — until a series of unfortunate run-ins force Shane and Ilya to face the memories that have been torturing them for nearly fifteen years, and face each other.
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27 May 2026
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Conditioned in Care by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 May 2026
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Shane didn’t move for a long moment, just breathed. The way his body only ever seemed to manage when Ilya was with him. The apartment felt safe around them. It was the kind of quiet that made it easy to let things slip through the cracks. And something did slip. A tiny, unconscious shift as Shane nuzzled his head a little deeper into Ilya’s hand. Ilya felt his heart swell with the way Shane softened under him, and a warm pride unfurled in his chest. He kept stroking through Shane’s hair, as if to say yes, this is yours, take it. And Shane let the last of the day drain out of him without a fight at all.
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Shane being conditioned to a certain word Ilya says
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clicker training
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- Part 6 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
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27 May 2026
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begin again (don't carry your father's sins more than you can take) by hope27
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 May 2026
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What if Ilya answered the phone call from his brother when Shane was at his house. What if Shane could be there for him and how would it have changed their relationship moving forward?
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Shane didn’t hear from Ilya again for the rest of the day. He had just crawled into bed, and was about to slip on his glasses on to read the book from his bedside table when his phone buzzed
The message he found when he opened their thread was not what he expected
Lily: I think you packed wrong shirt by mistake.
The photo was Ilya’s hands holding Shane’s white t-shirt. He stared at the picture as heat rose to his cheeks, biting his lower lip as he tried to figure out what he should respond. Before he could start typing another message appeared.
Lily: This one is too small for me.
Shane scowled, his embarrassment quickly turning to annoyance.
Jane: It is not. We are the same size.
Lily: Uh, no. We are not. I am bigger than you.
Jane: Asshole. You are not.
Lily: You have seen me without shirt. Do not pretend.
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26 May 2026
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Change your Muse by DepressedBlob
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is a depressed, struggling artist in New York.
He paints portrait after portrait of his mother, terrified that one day he will forget her face.
He refuses to sell them, even knowing that he needs the money. He sells himself instead.
When Kip, another artist at his Co-op artist workshop brings his friend Shane to look at his work, Ilya is immediately enraptured by the man's beauty.
Shane begins modeling for Ilya, and Ilya begins to find meaning in living again.
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26 May 2026