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Honeycomb & Vetiver by erimeows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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Shane, of course, is going to present as an alpha. Never mind that both of his parents, who struggled for years to conceive him, are both omegas, meaning that he's genetically predisposed to be the same.
He tells himself that if he wills it into existence, it will simply happen; just like his life-long success in hockey has happened, through willpower and determination.
The thought brings comfort and relief to him as he stands outside of the rink building, overwhelmed by the heat that seems to have taken over his body. He's been getting flashes of it, on and off since his seventeenth birthday, all of which he has ignored.
He can't get overwhelmed, nor can he present here, months early. It would surely be hell, just like it was for Ilya Rozanov.
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Omegaverse AU + Canon-Divergent 'Heated Rivalry' Rewrite | Takes Place From 2008-2017
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31 May 2026
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Baby have mercy on me by SAINTS_SALVATION
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 May 2026
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In a world were Omegas are literally one in a million, and Alphas don't finish presenting until they are allowed to drink from an omega; Ilya craves something he knows he will never get and Shane runs from his own presentation. They find themselves drawn into each others orbit anyway.
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31 May 2026
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What If...? by xo_greenhairedbestie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 May 2026
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What if instead of Shane leaving Ilya’s building entirely, he decided to go back and confront Ilya once and for all?
So boom - we are set post tuna meltdown. Literally immediately after Shane freaks but this time he turns back and confronts Ilya and puts it all on the line.
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31 May 2026
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A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?
Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.
Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?
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31 May 2026
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When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.
The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.
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29 May 2026
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We Just Did It For You And Me by ChaoticRussian2481 for justthingsifind
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”
“I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”
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Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.
Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.
Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.
As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.
Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.
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29 May 2026
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oh, what a way to die by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Shane scratched the back of his neck. “Rose, uh… she figured it out. Us. Our history. All of it.”
Ilya turned his head slowly, disbelieving. “Figured it out?”
“To be fair, you and I weren’t exactly subtle in Montreal,” Shane said, sheepishly.
Ilya huffed, scowling.
“So, she knows.” He swallowed. “Everything?”
“I mean, not all the gory details,” Shane said, shrugging. “But enough.”
There was a pause long enough for the surf to swell and retreat twice.
“And? What?” Ilya asked finally, jaw tight. “She is… disgusted?”
Shane actually snorted. “Uh. No.”
“No?”
“No,” Shane said again, dragging a hand down his face. Then, half-laughing, “She, um. She thinks it’s fucking hot.”
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Or, in essence, what if Rose clocks Shane and Ilya in Montreal, she's like, I want two boyfriends and I want the boyfriends to be boyfriends, too. God gave me two hands for a reason.
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- Part 1 of hollanov longfics
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28 May 2026
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he got you smoking extra packs a day by EmberGlows
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Feb 2026
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They could take their time now, the initial frenzy of needing to be as close to each other finally wearing off. They were there, they were alone. Together. It was luxurious, feeling the weeks stretching ahead of them. Shane wondered what Ilya would do to him with all their new free time.
…He wondered how many packs Ilya would end up smoking.
“Come,” Ilya told him after he decided he’d denied Shane long enough, fingertips stained in nicotine and Shane’s own saliva. Only then did Ilya finally kiss him, when he could tell Shane was close, smirk on his lips and tasting like fucking cigarettes. Shane came from three things: the permission, Ilya stroking his cock with a grip that veered into too tight, and from the taste of smoke on his tongue.
Shane remembered that Ilya smoked and so he bought him an ashtray, because he was a good host. Even though it was a disgusting habit that Shane didn’t want anything to do with. Right?
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28 May 2026
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The First Shift by theslowyearn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Three rookies. One season. Cameras everywhere. The First Shift is a reality show following the NHL’s hottest rookies from Draft Day through their first year — on the ice, off it, and everywhere in between. Which is a problem for Shane and Ilya almost immediately.
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28 May 2026
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I wanna fuck you like you're mine by hurryupmodes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Ilya has passively crushed on his university's star hockey player for the past three years.
Shane doesn't know he exists.
When Ilya spots him at a gay club standing alone like a lost puppy, he decides to change that.
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28 May 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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27 May 2026
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no, it’s for the better by window_angel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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“You know, I don’t think we’ve actually said more than five words to each other since, um… since the last time.”
“The last time? I don’t think I remember. I guess it’s been so long.”
Ilya was lying straight through his teeth. He remembered every moment of that afternoon like it was yesterday: remembers the elation of letting the cry of “Shane” pass through his lips and the crack in his voice as he begged “Hollander”. He had been sitting on that couch, with the taste of tuna and cheese stuck to the inside of his mouth and a puddle drying on his stomach, for the last thirteen years. But he couldn’t say that.
He needed Shane to tell him. Needed somebody — the only other person in the world who knows what happened that day — to confirm he wasn’t crazy, that he didn’t imagine the whole thing. That there had been something real, even if just for a millisecond. He needed somebody to tell him back the story he’d been picking apart with a magnifying glass for the better part of two decades.
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The tuna meltdown was really, truly the end — until a series of unfortunate run-ins force Shane and Ilya to face the memories that have been torturing them for nearly fifteen years, and face each other.
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27 May 2026
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Conditioned in Care by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 May 2026
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Shane didn’t move for a long moment, just breathed. The way his body only ever seemed to manage when Ilya was with him. The apartment felt safe around them. It was the kind of quiet that made it easy to let things slip through the cracks. And something did slip. A tiny, unconscious shift as Shane nuzzled his head a little deeper into Ilya’s hand. Ilya felt his heart swell with the way Shane softened under him, and a warm pride unfurled in his chest. He kept stroking through Shane’s hair, as if to say yes, this is yours, take it. And Shane let the last of the day drain out of him without a fight at all.
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Shane being conditioned to a certain word Ilya says
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clicker training
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- Part 6 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
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27 May 2026
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begin again (don't carry your father's sins more than you can take) by hope27
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 May 2026
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What if Ilya answered the phone call from his brother when Shane was at his house. What if Shane could be there for him and how would it have changed their relationship moving forward?
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Shane didn’t hear from Ilya again for the rest of the day. He had just crawled into bed, and was about to slip on his glasses on to read the book from his bedside table when his phone buzzed
The message he found when he opened their thread was not what he expected
Lily: I think you packed wrong shirt by mistake.
The photo was Ilya’s hands holding Shane’s white t-shirt. He stared at the picture as heat rose to his cheeks, biting his lower lip as he tried to figure out what he should respond. Before he could start typing another message appeared.
Lily: This one is too small for me.
Shane scowled, his embarrassment quickly turning to annoyance.
Jane: It is not. We are the same size.
Lily: Uh, no. We are not. I am bigger than you.
Jane: Asshole. You are not.
Lily: You have seen me without shirt. Do not pretend.
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26 May 2026
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Change your Muse by DepressedBlob
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is a depressed, struggling artist in New York.
He paints portrait after portrait of his mother, terrified that one day he will forget her face.
He refuses to sell them, even knowing that he needs the money. He sells himself instead.
When Kip, another artist at his Co-op artist workshop brings his friend Shane to look at his work, Ilya is immediately enraptured by the man's beauty.
Shane begins modeling for Ilya, and Ilya begins to find meaning in living again.
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26 May 2026
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Undue Inheritance by DepressedBlob
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Shane Hollander’s Dad died when he was a Baby. The man his Mother chose to remarry was far from ideal. At fourteen years old, his Stepfather dies, but not before leaving him behind with a carousel full of emotional baggage.
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Shane Hollander is an anxious kitten with the emotional intelligence of a turnip, and the only person capable of penetrating through his walls (figuratively and literally) is a brash, cocky, six foot three Russian menace. Shane stands absolutely no chance whatsoever.
Loosely based on my life, except I don't play hockey and my dad isn't dead, he just ghosted me.
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26 May 2026
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One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.
The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?
Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.
They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.
It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.
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24 May 2026
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This Was Never Meant for Us (but We Got It Anyway) by 305_to_my_city
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 May 2026
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They broke up years ago.
Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.Now they’re in the same house again,
sleeping in separate rooms,
avoiding each other’s eyes,
trying very hard not to touch.But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.
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24 May 2026
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What if Shane doesn't go back to his room after the infamous Vegas penthouse suite night? What if he finds himself at the bar with other hockey players and what if Ilya gets a call from Marly telling him this.
What if they both realize how much they've been hurting each other? What if they actually talk?
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“Rozy!” Cliff shouted through the phone and Ilya winced. “Where did you go? You have to get back down here.”
Ilya sighed, rolling his eyes. “I have flight in the morning, Marly. I know what you look like drunk. I do not need to come see.”
“Come on, Roz,” Cliff almost whined. “Even Hollander is down here holding up the bar or maybe it’s holding him up. Kinda hard to tell at this point. Gonna let him be the life of the party when you won the fucking award?”
The fog in Ilya’s brain shifted and scattered at the name.
Ilya’s stomach sank.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.“How many has he had?” Ilya asked, pushing himself up from the bed, glancing around the room until he saw his dress pants and shirt still on the floor by the end of the bed.
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24 May 2026
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Of Things That Can’t Be Mine by the_fluff_awakens
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Months after Shane walked out of his Boston home, Ilya Rozanov goes on LTIR and disappears from the hockey world for almost a year. Russia offers not exactly comfort, but enough distractions to help him deal with the pain.
Months of playing in a league without Ilya Rozanov, Shane’s love for hockey dissipates until it’s nothing more than a job he has to clock in for. Realizing his love for the game has always been tied to playing against Ilya, he loses the motivation to play at his usual level.
Broken and lost, Ilya seeks destruction. Alone and lonely, Shane loses his purpose.
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The story of how Svetlana Vetrova refuses to let two dumb boys destroy their lives.
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23 May 2026