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  1. Public Bookmark 25

    stay sweetly numb by

    Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga)  

    28 Mar 2021

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    **Chapter 74 Spoilers**

    a (bitter)sweet little date before Aki has to go to the beach

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    27 Oct 2026

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    Soft as a Feather by

    Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga)  

    20 Jan 2021

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    Angel is molting and asks Aki for help pulling out his pin feathers. It's the first time they touch on purpose, and Aki doesn't ever want to let go. Couch cuddles and hand holding ensue.

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    27 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

    Death Wish by

    Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)  

    23 Oct 2026

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    Aki knows about the five stages of grief.

    Having learned about them through the many deaths he has had to encounter, throughout his life and because of his job, he understands them. Now, see, Aki thinks he might have mixed them up, he's not really living them in a linear path, but it might be normal. He has bounced back and forth, and he probably skipped one or two. The thing is, he isn't really grieving, either. So why does it feel like it?

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    24 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

    Ten Percent Chance of Rain by

    Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)  

    26 Sep 2026

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    “I don't want to be friends with humans” Angel said later, again breaking the quiet. “They die too fast.”

    “I don't want to be friends with you either.”

    “Good. We have a deal.”

    “We have a deal.”

    Another story of Aki and the Angel Devil; averted eyes, cold water rinsed handkerchiefs and carefully calculated distances

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    23 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

    Envious of the Cigarette by

    Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Anime & Manga)  

    30 Aug 2026

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    Angel carefully listened to him, wondering if his reason to smoke was valid enough, if surrendering his lungs to the small roll of paper would help the pain of loving Aki subside
    “Can I have one?” Angel turned his gaze to the man with the topknot.
    "Sure." Aki pulled out another cigarette from its box and handed it to the Pink-haired devil

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    Aki and Angel go on the rooftop every night so Aki can smoke away the day’s stress, today Angel wishes he was the cigarette instead

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    23 Oct 2026