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greetings from stardust by fairytalefluff for rainbowsandgucci
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
29 Mar 2020
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A few days ago just an ounce of Richie's attention was almost too much to bear. Now, he feels engulfed in it — hot tickling flames that spread from his chest to his fingers when their wrists touch between the seats of the car. It hurts when Richie looks at him and it hurts when he looks away. Funny how much clearer things get when there aren't any distractions.
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14 May 2026
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“Okay, all right, well, I think we’re done here,” Eddie sighs, but when he glances into the rear-view mirror, he sees a smile on his face, and his cheeks are flushed. He frowns as something occurs to him. “Wait, are we? What did you call me for?”
“You called me, Eduardo.”
“I called you back, idiot!”
“Yeah, yeah. I dunno, man,” Richie says easily enough. Eddie can hear his fingers rattling against some hard surface as he talks, restlessly drumming as he speaks. “I saw Stan, and suddenly I realised that I fucking missed him, and then hot on the tails of that I was like… man, do I miss Eddie, jeez! So I called. That’s all. No biggie.”
“Oh,” Eddie breathes, and does not try to stop the pleased smile blooms with Richie’s words. “I, uh. I miss you too, jackass. God only knows why, but I do.”
Richie groans happily. “Man, that’s the stuff! Nobody insults me like you do, Eds.”
“Nobody deserves it like you,” Eddie grins, and Richie bursts into laughter. Eddie’s soul soars at the sound of it.
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- Part 1 of Can You Imagine When This Race Is Won?
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Nearly two months to the day after Richie came out to the world via Vulture article, Eddie Kaspbrak stepped off a plane in central Nebraska.
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The Losers host a reunion at Ben's Nebraska farm, nineteen months after they left Derry. Eddie tries to figure out how to tell Richie how he feels.
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Contrary to anyone who he’s told the story to (just Stan and Bev so far, really), Richie didn’t actually feel anything for Eddie once he saw him again at the Jade of the Orient. There weren’t alarms sounding off in his head, no butterflies raging in his stomach, no feeling of free-falling into a cliff he didn’t plan to jump over. Instead, Richie stayed behind the railing, looking over the depth of the feelings he was acutely aware his teenage self felt over his best friend, and almost didn’t feel anything at all.
Everything was going well, terrifying eldritch monster and hospital visits aside, until four months after Derry 2.0 when Richie watched as Eddie checked the clothes tag of a shirt while they were shopping at a thrift store, felt the familiar tug of weight in his chest like an old friend unwelcome, and thought, oh. There it is.
So he does what he’s never done before: he makes a list.
HOW TO GET OVER EDDIE KASPBRAK:
A Complete Guide by Long-Time Professional Richie Tozier
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07 May 2026
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for better, for worse by kaspbrak_kid
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
06 Nov 2019
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Eddie's done a fucking lot of brave things in the past year and a half. He did a lot of brave things in Derry, and then left his wife and started therapy and came to Ben and Bev's wedding even though he's been in love with his best friend for somewhere between six months and thirty years. Even though he knew it'd be fucking hard. He's not sure how many brave things he has left in him.
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04 May 2026