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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    During their sophomore year, Hirose notices that Nakamura has stopped being clingy. Their frequent walks home are slowly disappearing, and even their lunches are rare as Nakamura always excuses himself to eat alone while reading his BL.

    Well, that's what Hirose thinks, until he sees Nakamura hanging out with a freshman during lunchtime.

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  2. Public Bookmark 97

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    (might change the name when I think of something better)

    “Are you okay?” Hirose whispered, speaking low enough so only Nakamura could hear.

    ‘No,’ was his first thought, breathless. In any moment, his legs would give out and he’d fall into a pathetic heap in front of the love of his life.

    Wait- yes! He’s more than okay, this is a chance of a lifetime! His future bloodline would be told of this life-changing event, a sacred moment of history meant to be shared with all.

    Or perhaps it will be a story of caution. But instead of Icarus, it’s about a socially awkward boy dying from flying too close to gay teenager heaven. Closeting too close to the sun, if you will (literally and figuratively.)

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    Nakamura goes to a party for the first time in his life, and surprisingly enjoys himself. Alot.

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    Hirose could hear a multitude of comments similar to one another in their disgust behind him, but he zeroes in on the one who says the boy’s name. ‘So his name is Nakamura, huh? Mystery solved. He’ll always be handkerchief guy to me, though.’

    The words of their classmates didn’t deter Nakamura, who continues to hold one of the octopuses with clear affection. It was kind of… sweet. 

    Watching as the octopus responded kindly to Nakamura, even gently resting one of its tentacles on his face, Hirose felt his hesitance fade.

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    5 times Hirose runs into Nakamura +1 time it's intentional

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    Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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    “Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”

    or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?

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