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Under the warm candle, the soft smoke of a pipe, and the Dead Poets' presence, Todd feels safe. He doesn't notice at first.
The candle is too bright, the cigars are billowing with impossible amounts of smoke, and… hey, isn't he supposed to be dead?
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Hunt & Run by Abyssal_Phoenix
Fandoms: House Builder Gang SMP | HBG SMP, MCSR (Minecraft Speedrunning), Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
18 Nov 2025
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It has been 100 years since the nation of Pangea triumphed over an attack from within. 100 years of Hunt and Run games have followed, and this centenary game is planned to be the most elaborate yet.
When he's unexpectedly thrown into the games with two of his best friends, it will take everything Couriway has to beat the odds. Tenuous alliances are made and broken, the arena portrays a violent history come alive, and behind it all the Capitol hides a deadly secret that could change the games forever.
Ex sanguine, pax, tributes.
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I'll keep a leftover light burning, so you can keep looking up by ampsugar
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
09 Sep 2025
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Because yes, he is, and has been for a while, terrifyingly curious. That’s what passion is, isn’t it? A deep curiosity and love. That’s what he’s been feeling, passion, and it’s Neil’s fault.
Go find what you love and hold on forever, hold on for as long as you can. Write poetry, Todd, write poetry, stick with what you love.
Even if it leaves in the dead of night.Title from the song 'Star' by Mitski, incredibly underrated, would recommend.
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The year was 1974. Nixon was out of office. West Germany won the World Cup, to everyone’s shock. Todd Anderson was 31 years old.
It had been over 15 years since Todd had first walked through the hallowed halls of Welton Academy. The graduating class of ‘61 was now no more than a framed photo, shamefully hung in the far corner of the display case, out of sight of new students. Better that, than them asking questions about the “in remembrance” line engraved on the plaque. 1974 was a year of change, 1974 was a year of new beginnings. And in the early fall of 1974, for the first time in 15 years, Todd went an entire day without thinking of Neil Perry.
But just as soon as he fell asleep, after a mundane, standard, happy day, it happened again.
The dream.
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Or: Todd Anderson thinks back on all the unanswered questions from his complicated relationship with Neil Perry, remembering the weeks leading up to Neil's death, and the two dreams that have haunted the past 15 years of his life, and decides to get some answers for once.
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whoever you are holding me now in hand by celestial_kitty
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
13 Nov 2025
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Neil Perry was six years old the first time he felt the sting of his father’s cruel words seep like poison into his skin. In a local supermarket in the small town of Wilmington, Vermont that the Perrys called home, the neatly stacked apples on the quaint wooden display were fresh and crisp.
“Rose, what are you doing still holding his hand in public like that? He’s in the first grade now, he ought to start to become more independent. Boys don’t hold their mother’s hands at this age,” he sneered.☆☽☆
Todd Anderson knew all about shame. If there was one feeling that always returned to him like home, year after year as he got older, it was shame. Shame for feeling different. Shame for hardly being able to get a sentence out without stuttering. Shame for being inferior, inferior to Jeffrey.
A mostly canon-compliant DPS story, following the major events of the movie, but focusing more on the inner thoughts of characters (mostly Neil and Todd). Focuses on Neil and Todd's relationship, Todd's issues with anxiety, Neil's issues with depression and not being able to follow his own path.
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Wilson starts acting oddly towards House and House wants to know why. When he gets his answer, it makes matters infinitely more complicated.