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softly killing me (i can feel it in my bones) by kireinayuta
Fandoms: NCT (Band), WayV (Band)
18 Mar 2021
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The universe works in a way that puts them together, so Guanheng didn’t think it needed to be anymore obvious than that. He didn’t think a title was as important when there was a constant force which pushes them together, which always passes Dejun into his arms, always puts Dejun’s hand in his.
But right now, when he’s not even sure if Dejun is breathing, Guanheng realizes he can’t put his faith into the universe.
He can’t trust the universe to not be cruel—the whole reason they had found themselves in this little family was because the universe was unfair to them all.
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24 Jan 2026
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In the midst of a difficult friendship, Dejun finds himself drawn to a seemingly outcasted classmate.
He doesn't realize that he's falling until he's already hit the ground.
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23 Jan 2026
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“You’re so lovely like this,” Guanheng groans into his ear. “So pretty.” He is the only person in this town who thinks Dejun is pretty.
“You’re annoying,” Dejun tells him, but his eyelids flutter closed as Guanheng spreads his legs and gets him dripping wet. “I hate you.”
“I love you,” Guanheng tells him. “I love you.”
It is a week later when Dejun comes home in the early morning to his parents dead in their bed. It is a week later when the collectors come for him and he has not even a penny to his name. It is a week later when he stands on Guanheng’s doorstep and tells him: I have nothing, I can’t give you anything, I am nothing.
It is Guanheng who draws him close. Who says, I love you, I love you, I will keep you, you don’t have to give me anything… tell me you love me, Jun, that’s enough… you are enough, you are enough… just tell me you love me and I’m yours…
In the dream Dejun doesn’t tell anyone about, he is allowed to say it back.
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Dejun; the outlaw. Guanheng; the bartender. Thirteen years between them. All the times Guanheng cares for him and the one time Dejun can take care of him right back.
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21 Dec 2025
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Sometimes when someone dies, they’re the person you want to talk to about it.
In Hendery’s case, sometimes they answer.
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13 Dec 2025
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Psychic Xiaojun has a 100% success rate until he met a ghost who wouldn't just leave him alone.
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03 Dec 2025