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    Guan Shan bites down on his lip so hard that He Tian thinks it's going to start bleeding. Imagines licking into his mouth and tasting salt and iron, drinking Guan Shan in. He's so hard in his own trousers that it's starting to hurt, but he's desperate to please Guan Shan. To give him all the pleasure in the world until he's out of his mind with it. Until he can't fight it or divert it, can't think hard enough to convince himself he's not worth it. Until he has to just lay there and take it, body trembling and exhausted. Buzzing and sated.
    "He Tian," he whispers almost urgently. "I'm not gonna—I can't do this. I'm not gonna last."
    "You don't have to," He Tian assures him, smile sharp around gentle words.

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    17 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Jian Yi looked down at him, a certain look in his eyes. A strand of his pale hair, having escaped from his beanie, blew across his forehead. “Can I… kiss you?”

    Zheng Xi blinked. “Yes.”

    A wrinkle appeared between Jian Yi’s thin brows, and his eyes shone harder. “Do you want to be kissed?”

    A lump formed in Zheng Xi’s throat, and he reached up, bunching up the sleeve of his dress shirt to wipe Jian Yi's eyes. He wished he could respond the right way. He was almost tempted to lie just to match Jian Yi’s feelings—finally give him that happiness that he deserved—but Zheng Xi couldn’t bring himself to give him such a lie, even if he yearned to make Jian Yi as happy as possible. “I want to make you happy.”

    Or: Zheng Xi attempts to confess how he feels to Jian Yi.

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    08 Dec 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    On the radio, on Douyin, on every fucking corner — all songs were about falling in love.

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    09 Oct 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Mo's wasn’t expecting a heart-to-heart but He Tian didn’t say anything at all since- since. Mo's hands close into fists, nails digging just a little too hard. He Tian didn’t try to do it again and he also didn’t mention it yesterday, not during the entire time they were breaking into his old house, at the grave, at the fish shop, not when he was leaving Mo at metro entrance and waving goodbye, or when he texted asking Mo to meet again today.

    And now today he’s still not- not even mentioning it in passing, like, remember the other day, that was a thing happened, right? We’ve actually, honestly, true to fuck, kis-

    Suddenly Mo’s hands aren’t closed into fists anymore. There’s bandaged fingers slipping between his own, uncurling them. He Tian doesn’t hold his hand, his touch has a purpose, lingering just long enough to make Mo release some tension.

    “What are you anxious about, Little Mo?”

    You, comes to mind, but Mo doesn’t say it.

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    07 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Tian takes drunk, sleepy Mo to his apartment after they wreck Qiu's house, hoping to finally get some alone time with him. Despite wanting to take their relationship to the next level, he's also worried about overstepping. After all, Mo is the best thing that's ever happened to him.

    (takes place directly after chapter 431. Love confessions and other down bad behaviour will ensue)

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    14 Mar 2025