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    Alastor knows the ways of the white elite, he knows their cunning and he knows their favor.

    He knows all he has to do is give in and the boy will get bored of him and find the next exotic thing to obsess over.

    He hates himself for letting this get so far.

    ~~~

    A fic about learning you're enough told through the lyrics of Sailor Song by Gigi Perez <3

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    All these new-fangled, modern terminologies are boggling Alastor's mind.

    Why can't things just be how they used to!? Back when things were simple and made sense and felt wrong and didn't include him at all and- oh god why must the world be so cruel and unjust!

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    When Alastor died, all he ever wanted was to be free and be entertained. Death was forever, and forever was long and boring. And that boredom had become one thing he truly feared now.

    But, as the old saying goes, be careful what you wish for.

    Little did he know that one day a child with the smile of pure sunshine was going to be at his door step and somehow drag him into a deeper world of Hell's politics. Not just the battles of Overlords of Pentagram City, but the games played behind the curtains of Hell's seven rings.

    One thing is sure though, he was going to be thoroughly entertained.

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    He supposes it’s because Vox is just that pathetic. He’s lost it all: the company that bears his own name, the power, the ego. Not his partners, though of course that might change the moment either Velvette or Valentino realize what’s happening right beneath their noses. And as much as Alastor hates the idea of anyone associating him with something as vile as sex, he can’t deny the thrill in the idea of somebody catching them in the act as he graciously allows Vox to rut against him like an animal in heat.

    For the entertainment, of course.

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    Jonathan Sims has just been informed that he is to marry the king, a man he has never even met. But he has better things to do and holds no interest in marriage. Surely he can straighten this all out so he can get back to work by the end of the day. Right?

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    For every trial, for every task,

    there is a corresponding mask.

    A frown, a smirk, a pout, a grin,

    They shield the soul contained therein.

    But masks and faces, and manners too,

    disguise the single face that’s true.

    The face that’s under the facade,

    the one the foolish, charmed and awed,

    profess to see, to claim to know,

    although they’ve never seen it show.

    And so they pry through charm and guile,

    in hopes to see what’s ‘neath that smile.

    However, they are unaware,

    that mask and face are not a pair.

    For those that pry soon come to find

    they don’t like what’s hiding behind,

    because the face once locked within,

    might not be that charming grin.

    And thus the wise are dread to ask

    to see what’s there beneath the mask.

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    It's all over now, they've all gone their separate ways, moving towards the future they've sacrificed so much for, except Mike isn't doing so good.

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    While Alastor had never been one to pursue carnal pleasures, he was counting on the fact that Lucifer’s reputation as the snake, the original tempter, would precede him…that Lucifer would violate him…that he’d make Alastor unsuitable for Heaven.

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    To prevent a war from erupting, Lucifer agrees to a political alliance with Alastor, an angelic prince. However, complications soon arise as he realizes that Alastor may have an entirely different agenda of his own, and one that may cause a further divide between Heaven and hell......

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    This is an anthology.

    A collection of short oneshots that are all set in the same universe as my main fic, Coming Around Again, which is a Male Farmer/Alex slowburn. Some of the oneshots in this anthology expand on other characters or relationships and can also serve as standalone oneshots, and others are direct connections to specific chapters in my main fic but from a supporting character's perspective. Chapters are labeled with the principle characters or ships and rating, and tags will be updated as needed.

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    All my poems, posted pretty much in chronological order of when they were written.

    I'm not expecting much traffic for this work, just wanted to have them all in one easily-accessible place for my own sake.
    I bear my soul in this poems: if no one reads them that's fine with me!

     

    PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO THE TAGS FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGERS.

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    Once Vox went by a different name. Not Vincent. A different name that brought him shame and tasted bitter on his tongue. Even then, some of his happiest memories are from when he bore that name. But now those memories are tainted by his current reality and rivalry with the Radio Demon.

    Unbeknownst to everyone but himself, Vox and Alastor knew each other once while in life. It was a secret he had carried for decades but now as he lay broken in the wake of his defeat he couldn’t help himself to spit the truth back in Alastor’s face. The look of shock on the face of his once husband was the greatest present to Vox as he welcomed the promise of death with open arms.

    His only regret? Not being able to see his daughter in Heaven one last time.

    Or

    Vox is defeated at the end of season 2. Before he passes out from fatigue and injury, he reveals his two greatest secrets. Is reconciliation possible? Redemption? A family reunion?

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    After Vox's defeat, Alastor is finally free. But yet, he still goes back to the hotel. Why?

    Why so he can an eye on the King of Hell himself! Afterall, he needs to know what kind of curse the King put on him. Then, Alastor can get his revenge for this strange infatuation.

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    Aka: Alastor gains his first crush and confuses it with a curse.

    (Written by an actual Aro-Ace person)

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    The clock is counting down and Etho knows what that means. He has to face his fears and give Bdubs a kiss.

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    manousos learns his feelings about intimacy have a name; carol finally addresses her trauma over helen's death

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    Alastor was starting to feel that perhaps he did more than just tolerate Lucifer.

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    Alastor’s found a new source of entertainment, he should’ve known the sin of pride wouldn’t be satisfied with being just that.

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    When an old friend strolls into Sainte’s office to cash in a decades-old favor, Sainte knows his day is about to take a nosedive. He has spent years clawing his way up from a soft-hearted, broke private eye to a well-connected underworld boss with a thriving detective agency and the good sense to steer clear of political messes. Unfortunately, this particular favor comes wrapped in exactly the kind of trouble he has sworn to avoid.
    Now Sainte is pulled straight into the chaos, forced to juggle Hell’s Princess and the disaster of a plan she refuses to drop while trying not to get tangled up with the smiling bastard he once knew when he was still alive. If Sainte cannot thread this needle perfectly, this favor might blow up his hard-won life, his sanity, and maybe even what is left of his heart.

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    Everyone and their mother knew of the name Vincent Whittman. Quite a famous man, reputable, even in different parts outside of state.

    In the east coast, outside of New Hampshire and Connecticut, voice so sure and booming on the dull airwaves of news it might as well be declared hypnotic and you'd find your mouth agape listening to him state his endless promulgation.

    On the west coast, people talked.
    Talked of a charming man with the wit of a fox and a tongue so sharp it could pierce through the ears of the public like the deprecating truth and religion.

    Even down in the south, a city called New Orleans in Louisiana.

    Ironic, considering their latest and most impressive piece of technology was the radio.

    And did they love the fucking radio.

    OR

    Alastor Hartfelt kidnaps Vincent Whittman.

    🗡𐙚

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    *Update: This stops being a cold read and becomes fully edited starting at Chapter 6.

    Shen Yuan isn't lonely. He's just overseas in a new city, trying to muddle his way through a business degree, and dealing with the side effects of his stupid intestines trying to kill him. So, maybe he sometimes watches ASMR to cope with his too-quiet apartment. Maybe he has a little bit of a parasocial-relationship-thing going on with one particular cooking ASMR channel. It's 2016, who doesn't? The point is, he's content with his quiet life.

    And then Shang Qinghua strong-arms him into watching one Hallmark Christmas movie, and it all goes to hell.

    Or: Shen Yuan is a Hallmark movie protagonist, Luo Binghe is a Lifetime movie protagonist, and somehow they make it work.

    Podfic of Life is (not) a Hallmark Movie by mellicindi.

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    Eddie swallowed harshly, "Buck-"

    That's what he needed to snap out of it. A quiet but resounding “Oh” reverberated through his skull. He swallowed down the remaining bile and anguish, grabbed his keys from his pocket out of pure impulse and searched for the key that had felt so big when Eddie first slipped it into his palm. It didn't feel big now, it felt small as it kept slipping through his shaking fingers.

    "Buck, what-"

    He slid the key off, smacking it against the kitchen island and turned on his heel, marching out of the house.

    Eddie didn't follow after him.

    That felt more clear than anything Eddie had tried to say to him.

     

    Or: Buck confesses his feelings for Eddie, Eddie reacts poorly and then clears up some things. They figure things out together.

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    Lucifer spots a darker red among the already red shirt.

    “I-umm. Alastor are you bleeding or is that someone else’s blood. He points to the blood in question.

    I quite radio screech is heard before Alastor turns around.

    “That is none of your concern, we should retire for the night, hmmm. “ Alastor says as he opens his door.

    “Bambi” are you actually hurt?
    ——
    Or

    Alastair and Lucifer both have completely different reactions to what happened with Vox a few days ago.
    Now Alastor is having both trouble with his mind and the injury from Adam, and Lucifer is starting to realize he might just be over his ex wife.

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