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Park Jimin has it all.
A high-powered job in corporate finance that he secured immediately post-graduation from SNU, three rich and influential lovers who shower him with money and gifts, a designer wardrobe, and ownership of a penthouse in Gangnam. And yet, he cannot help but feel hollow.Despite graduating top of his class in finance at Yonsei, Park Jihoon, Jimin's identical twin brother, has a vastly different life. Married to his university sweetheart, Kim Taehyung, he lives in a small cottage on Taehyung's parents' farm in Geochang. Having initially married for love, Jihoon now finds himself depressed and disillusioned with what his life has become.
One Sunday afternoon, Jimin opens up to Jihoon about his unhappiness. Jihoon admits that he isn't particularly happy either, and jokingly suggests they swap lives. They laugh.
Until it becomes a lot less of a joke...
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20 May 2026
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From a young age, Park Jimin was certain Kim Namjoon would be his mate, but life is full of twists and turns, and for Park Jimin it always seemed to leave him one step behind.
When Kim Namjoon left their small village for The Capital, Jimin knew he’d be back, but he didn’t expect him to return with three mates. Then three became five as Namjoon added his two best friends to his mated pack.
But not him, never him, because Park Jimin remained unpresented.
Jimin was further devastated when Namjoon was called back to the capital, taking his mates with him and leaving Jimin behind.
Jimin attempted to move on with his life, assuming his intended role as pack healer for his village, but then devastating illness ravaged the pack lands, sending Jimin and the lives of everyone in the village spiraling in irrevocable ways.
When Kim Namjoon and his mates eventually return, seemingly to finally claim Park Jimin as their own, the mature wolf that greets them is altogether new and fierce and more than a little skeptical of what the future holds.
Can Namjoon and his mates prove to Jimin that they’ve truly been his home all along?
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20 Apr 2026
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In which Jimin deals with abuse behind closed doors and turns to unhealthy coping mechanisms.
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18 Apr 2026
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Following a fight with his boyfriend, Jimin suffers a terrible accident, losing his memory as a result. However, this gives him the opportunity to fall in love with Jungkook all over again.
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14 Apr 2026
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I Guess I’ll Take the Consolation Prize (But What the Fuck Was That Look in Your Eyes?) by yourlittlegoddess (DMochi) for AkxyBTS
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
22 Apr 2025
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"Unrequited love is tragic. Cliché, even. But choking on flowers because of it? That’s just ridiculous."
Jimin never planned on falling for Min Yoongi.
But then again, he never planned on coughing up flower petals every time he so much as thought about the man, either.
Yet here he is, dying from a poetic, cruel disease that thrives on unspoken love. Hanahaki. The kind that plants itself deep in your lungs and blooms every time your heart aches. The only cure? For his feelings to be returned. (And, well… there’s always surgery. But that would mean erasing his love completely and Jimin isn’t ready for that.)So what’s a man to do? Suffer in silence. Hide the petals. Lie to his friends. Pretend his heart isn’t breaking a little more every day. Flawless plan.
Jimin is fine. Totally fine. Until he realises maybe-just maybe-he misheard something. Maybe-just maybe-his love wasn’t so unrequited after all.
But by the time he figures it out, it might already be too late.
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Or, A slow-burn Hanahaki AU featuring: miscommunication, yearning, pining idiots in love, flower vomiting and a group of office workers who are way too invested in Jimin's love life.Bookmarked by esilla
13 Apr 2026