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Park Jimin has it all.
A high-powered job in corporate finance that he secured immediately post-graduation from SNU, three rich and influential lovers who shower him with money and gifts, a designer wardrobe, and ownership of a penthouse in Gangnam. And yet, he cannot help but feel hollow.Despite graduating top of his class in finance at Yonsei, Park Jihoon, Jimin's identical twin brother, has a vastly different life. Married to his university sweetheart, Kim Taehyung, he lives in a small cottage on Taehyung's parents' farm in Geochang. Having initially married for love, Jihoon now finds himself depressed and disillusioned with what his life has become.
One Sunday afternoon, Jimin opens up to Jihoon about his unhappiness. Jihoon admits that he isn't particularly happy either, and jokingly suggests they swap lives. They laugh.
Until it becomes a lot less of a joke...
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20 May 2026
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From a young age, Park Jimin was certain Kim Namjoon would be his mate, but life is full of twists and turns, and for Park Jimin it always seemed to leave him one step behind.
When Kim Namjoon left their small village for The Capital, Jimin knew he’d be back, but he didn’t expect him to return with three mates. Then three became five as Namjoon added his two best friends to his mated pack.
But not him, never him, because Park Jimin remained unpresented.
Jimin was further devastated when Namjoon was called back to the capital, taking his mates with him and leaving Jimin behind.
Jimin attempted to move on with his life, assuming his intended role as pack healer for his village, but then devastating illness ravaged the pack lands, sending Jimin and the lives of everyone in the village spiraling in irrevocable ways.
When Kim Namjoon and his mates eventually return, seemingly to finally claim Park Jimin as their own, the mature wolf that greets them is altogether new and fierce and more than a little skeptical of what the future holds.
Can Namjoon and his mates prove to Jimin that they’ve truly been his home all along?
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20 Apr 2026
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In which Jimin deals with abuse behind closed doors and turns to unhealthy coping mechanisms.
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I'm not very good at summaries
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18 Apr 2026
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Following a fight with his boyfriend, Jimin suffers a terrible accident, losing his memory as a result. However, this gives him the opportunity to fall in love with Jungkook all over again.
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- English
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- 11,349
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- 9/9
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14 Apr 2026
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I Guess I’ll Take the Consolation Prize (But What the Fuck Was That Look in Your Eyes?) by yourlittlegoddess (DMochi) for AkxyBTS
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
22 Apr 2025
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"Unrequited love is tragic. Cliché, even. But choking on flowers because of it? That’s just ridiculous."
Jimin never planned on falling for Min Yoongi.
But then again, he never planned on coughing up flower petals every time he so much as thought about the man, either.
Yet here he is, dying from a poetic, cruel disease that thrives on unspoken love. Hanahaki. The kind that plants itself deep in your lungs and blooms every time your heart aches. The only cure? For his feelings to be returned. (And, well… there’s always surgery. But that would mean erasing his love completely and Jimin isn’t ready for that.)So what’s a man to do? Suffer in silence. Hide the petals. Lie to his friends. Pretend his heart isn’t breaking a little more every day. Flawless plan.
Jimin is fine. Totally fine. Until he realises maybe-just maybe-he misheard something. Maybe-just maybe-his love wasn’t so unrequited after all.
But by the time he figures it out, it might already be too late.
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Or, A slow-burn Hanahaki AU featuring: miscommunication, yearning, pining idiots in love, flower vomiting and a group of office workers who are way too invested in Jimin's love life.Bookmarked by esilla
13 Apr 2026
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Since the Byers’ arrival in Hawkins, Vecna had been reaching out to Will, no matter how hurt and weak. Will could feel he’s being drained by the entity, like his life force was being sucked out of his body slowly. And when Vecna was finally healed, it chose him as its fifth victim.
Will Byers escaped the trance without the want to, but instead of returning to reality, he landed on the doorstep of the Creel house, in 1959, right before young Henry Creel executed his plan.
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Will Byers time traveled to 1959 and accidentally became Henry Creel's favorite.
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24 Mar 2026
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“Hello, Mr. Byers,” cuts a woman’s voice, hard and aged, brutal in its clipped efficiency. Will’s eyes snap through the cage, looking beyond the glass to notice a short older woman, sharply dressed in her green fatigues, the stars on her lapel showing her advanced rank. She slowly steps around the edge of the cage, coming to stand next to a table full of vials and white plastic bottles of boldly labeled chemicals, her arms crossed over her chest. “Or would you prefer I called you William?”
Will knows better than to respond. Hopper said that they should hold out as long as they can in silence, that if they are ever about to break, that only when they feel like they can’t go on- they should give their most basic information; name, date of birth, eye color, height, weight. The things that the enemy most likely already knows. So he just blinks, just breathes slowly and deeply, just stands there. She seems to find that funny, as a soft huff escapes her, her eyebrow twitching.
Or: Will meets the real enemy, while the others scramble to save him.
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- Part 8 of Metamorphosis
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24 Mar 2026
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"I was looking around the cavern," he says. "You see there, the vines?"
He raises his arm, pointing to the vines growing on the far end of the ceiling. A cluster of flowers, white like swan's feathers, grows at the heart of the mass. It sets his teeth on edge, how unnatural it is seeing something so innocent-looking against the alien matter of the Abyss.
"I was watching them. They've been putting out spores, and we're breathing it in. You feel it too, don't you? It's… it's turning us on." Will whispers.
His eyes steal shamefully between Mike's legs just for a moment. The breath leaves his lungs.
"I think he's trying to reproduce. No. I know it." His fist trembles on the center of his chest. "I feel it."
It hits him in an instant. God, the agonizing want that's been consuming his body. He wants to be fucked. Not just fucked- bred, consummated, integrated into something bigger than himself. Will is right.
"Oh god," Mike says.
Vecna finds Will and Mike with the intention of breeding them. Will and Mike discover something about themselves.
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23 Mar 2026
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Will cannot live if Henry is killed because of the Hivemind. He finds a different way to defeat him.
When it becomes apparent that the party will not win the final battle, Will channels Vecna's powers and traps himself and Henry inside of his mind, believing that despite the initial rejection there is still good in Henry... Will just has to give him whatever he wants in order to draw it out.
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- Part 1 of HenWill
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23 Mar 2026
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Will drops out of college, no longer sure what he wants to do in life. He finds meaning in a petty rivalry between him and his divorced, middle-aged downstairs neighbor.
Or, Will lives on the top floor of his apartment building. He accidently drops a book. Henry has serious issues. Will does too.
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- Part 2 of HenWill
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- 5/?
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22 Mar 2026
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Takes place after the final fight with Vecna and the Mindflayer in the Abyss, except the group gets defeated and Vecna kills everybody in front of Will, before proceeding to take him to his Mind Lair. It gets pretty dark, so heed the tags.
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22 Mar 2026
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When We Met, There Were Dark Signs by Listen_Boi_My_First_Love_Story
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
22 Mar 2026
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Nightly visits in his mind became Vecna sending a Demogorgon to steal him in the night. Waking up in the Upside Down for real was a living nightmare. Vecna used this opportunity to violate Will again, the same way he had when he was young and first experienced throwing up Dart on Christmas. He said he needed a stronger army, and he needed them fast
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Will Byers cannot catch a break. Vecna wants to build an army, and he's going to use Will to do it.
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20 Mar 2026
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"I have Ms. Kelly today," Max says, almost bitterly. "You'll be okay at lunch without me?" she says it sarcastically, like a joke, but there's an undercurrent of something else in her voice; for a moment, she almost sounds scared.
Will releases her hand, even as they walk out of the gym doors together. "Works out for me," he tells her, "I have that project for art I have to finish up anyways." He pauses, hesitates. "Will you be okay without me?"
Max takes a breath, and then gives him a shaky smile, one that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "I'll have your tape," she says, wiggling the wires of her headphones. "See you after school."
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or: a shared tragedy brings max and will together for their first year of high school in hawkins. they stay together, even as their demons rise again. a s4 rewrite, in which joyce is the one who dies at the end of s3 and thus the byers + el never move.
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- Part 1 of breaking out
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18 Mar 2026
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Will cupped Mike's jaw and bridged the distance between them, gently rubbing his face against Mike's forehead, careful to avoid the wound. His heart beat painfully with the action, at once feeling undeserving but also like this was his only chance.
I love you, he didn't say.
Will Byers has always been good at hiding. His trauma. His fears. His heart.
But when Vecna uses him to hurt Mike, he realizes the truth: he's not a weapon. He's a liability. So he'll finish this alone, even if it kills him.
Mike Wheeler has always been bad at saying what he means. But with Will missing and something inside him fracturing in a way he doesn't understand, he's running out of time to figure it out.
Psychological/body horror. Mutual pining. A love confession earned in blood and broken bones.Or: Will runs to the Upside Down alone to take on Vecna. Mike follows.
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18 Mar 2026
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November 6th, 1983 had never been more chaotic. The disappearance of William Byers had cast a shadow over Hawkins that no one could shake. The Byers family’s grief was so consuming that it felt as if the entire town was suffocating under it. Yet, as quickly as the news spread, it was just as quickly forgotten.
People thought it was over when Will’s body was found in the water, when his funeral was held. But no. Hawkins had changed. Strange men in suits, sudden power outages, people vanishing without a trace—something dark had taken root.
But before asking what exactly was happening… Was William Byers really dead? Where was he? William Byers—
BAM.
Pain shot through the creature as it fell to the ground. Will held his gun tightly, his small, trembling body frozen in shock. The monster howled, a sound of anguish that shook the very air. Will tried to catch his breath, the blue, suffocating haze pressing against his lungs.
He could hear the creature’s distant cries echoing around him. Clinging to his weapon, he ran. Anywhere. Anywhere but here.
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16 Mar 2026
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To Build a Wall Between Us (We Know, They Won't Win) by yuckie1
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 May 2026
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"He felt disgusting. He had lost his mother, his brother, and his friend – everyone he ever cared about. And he had gained a horrible, unsettling connection to someone who wouldn’t care about him. Someone so disturbingly similar to himself in ways he had never seen in another.
But he forced himself to keep going anyway."
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Will has been stuck in the Upside Down for a LONG time.
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11 Mar 2026
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uneasy hearts weigh the most by sorcleradin (angelmateria)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Mar 2026
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Mike was a jerk in Lenora, he knew that— but he apologized, and he thought everything would go back to normal. That Will would still be his best friend, that El would still be his girlfriend, and things could go back to the way they'd been before California.
They're back in Hawkins, but Eleven broke up with him, and Will avoids Mike like the plague. And the worst part? Will is shutting Mike out while living in his basement.
Mike Wheeler doesn't know what else to apologize for, but there must be something to make Will avoid him like this— but truth be told, he's been too afraid to find out what exactly that something is.
Or: Mike doesn't realize just how hurtful what he said back in Lenora really was, and he's got a lot to work through if he wants his best friend back.
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10 Mar 2026
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touch me with a kiss, feel me on your lips by jeaanmoreau
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
16 May 2026
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“Is it cause you used to have a crush on me?” Mike asked, abruptly.
“What!” It was Will’s turn to blush harder, giving him a glare reserved for Mike Wheeler and Mike Wheeler only. “No. God. That was ages ago. I’ve been past that for a long time.”
Mike motioned like he’d made his point. “See? So? It wouldn’t be weird.”
So, Mike likes guys. Fine, Will can live with that. Except now Mike's worried about having fallen behind and would really like some help practicing how to kiss a guy from his also-into-guys best friend. And Will is trying really, really hard to be a good mentor to him, so what is he going to do, say no?
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- Part 1 of heavenly
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08 Mar 2026
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05 Mar 2026
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“I hate Steve Harrington getting all up in my case about ‘finding a man and settling down’ more, so yeah…"
“Yeah… uhm," Mike seemed to be stalling, "Why don’t you?”
Will frowned. “Why don’t I what?”
Another pause.
“Why don’t you settle down?”
“Because, Michael,” Will turned off the loudspeaker and brought the phone closer to himself again, “don’t know if you have noticed but- I have not, in fact, found a man.”
Mike let out a dry laugh. It had a hint of cruelty in it. But Will quickly brushed it off. Mike had let go of his teenage brutishness a long time ago. He was a father of a five-year-old now.
“You find plenty of men, Will. Rather… a plenty of men find you.”
Was there an accusation hidden there somewhere?
“Well, yeah… I guess?” Will fumbled around for the right words to form a suitable reply. “Thank you?”
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It has been more than a decade. Will had assumed he would fall out of touch with Mike but he hadn't. Mike had changed and so had he. However, there are unfinished conversations yet to be had and wounds yet to be uncovered. Things come to a head at the Byers-Harrington Christmas party.
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05 Mar 2026
